History in the Making...

2010-09-14T10:20:00.001+08:00

New Layout

And I hope to get new ideas and inspirations to blog..as now I feel so stress with things that happening around me...

Before it's too late...I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...Maaf Zahir & Batin....

2010-06-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

It's my bday...Mishu and Messi :D

2010-06-10T08:55:00.002+08:00

The Day...

Dear Reader (as if I have a lot!!),

It has been quite some time since I've last updated my blog. Things are not going smooth for me...it started smooth..with lots of luck..but then it turns to a series of unfortunate event (again?) The wording seems a bit dramatic, but I love the movie (Series of Unfortunate events) and insist to use the word whenever I have more than 1 problem... :)

It's 8:58am in the morning...my working hours starts from 9-6pm daily..so I still have 2 mins to waste my time and do unnecessary things in life that I like to do...one of it will be what I am doing now...blogging :D How I wish every word I typed here cost 10 cent...and by the time I finished writing one...I earn as much as I earn now..with less effort and a happy mind!

Ok..I am not going to whine any further...My deary colleague (she's been my team lead for several projects and now my head of business unit) organized a FIFA kick off partay...read : alcohol, beers, pizza, buffalo wings...NOT!
Just a cake...seriously..I am not joking :) the reason is actually have a get together session between the team members and enjoying the world cup fever. (Can I get a medical leave for this...I wonder)

To cut it short...there is this writing competition for kids like us organized by her, so feeling so stressed out, I've decided to continue the story....and so it goes like this :

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This is the story of how I came to lift the World Cup. It started out as a perfectly normal day. I got rudely awakened by my alarm at 7am, dressed,brushed my teeth and went down for breakfast. It was at breakfast that I got the first surprise of the day.
There is people dressed in black like ninjas standing in my kitchen. I was shocked! I don't know what to do...I wanted to scream...nothing came out from me.
One of the ninja grabbed me and took me to the living room. He ask me something but I couldn't understand as it was in Italian...or Spanish..what the heck, they almost sounded the same! To my surprised, there he was, tied to a chair in my living room...Christiano Ronaldo! Next to him...is 3 of his team members (I can't recall the name as I watched football very seldom).

Now I get it! They were kidnapped because tomorrow is the WC final...Portugal vs Italy. The ninjas has put a bet on the Italians...millions and millions of dollar. I've read in the news that there were dirty money behind WC and it might be related to the Italians...and now I am in the news itself! My brain is thinking hard on how to escape and save these poor people...something strucked in my brain...It is a perfect plan. Nothing is more perfect than this...I can call this the achievement of a lifetime...the all time bravery award...and anything that rhymes...

There is 1 thing that these Ninjas doesn't know, and so does everybody! I secretly have...

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Now the story are getting more awkward and I can't seem to find a short way to finish it :)
So I leave it to your imagination.

Till then :) got tonnes of work to do!
Ciao...

2010-05-10T17:56:00.002+08:00

True Story...

Trust me...it really happens in one of the Private college in KL :)

There is a student...quiet...look so depressed...looks like he's going to kill himself anytime....

The teacher gave him test paper for him to answer...upon completing, he submitted...

It's time for the teacher to review the students answers...to her surprise, the answers provided by this psychotic student makes her feel disturbed...I can't recall all as this student always answer - I don't know or I don't care on all the questions...but this 1 question really have an impact to my memory :

(it's business English communication test)
What would you say if you want to stop your lecturer from talking so you can express your own opinion?
- first, kill lecturer...then don't forget to bring lecturer's head to the principal office :-S

And that boy is not the fun type..he barely speaks...he sits at the corner...no friends can be seen anytime anywhere....

If you are in her shoes, would you feel terrified?? The teacher of course lodge a report o the principal with the test paper as a proof...

2010-05-07T09:37:00.003+08:00

Wise man say....lalalaala

This morning...wise man gave me home cook pasta :) yummyy...

tasted it a bit and boy..it tasted good! this will be my lunch then since I am still full with subway bfast!

Mr Wise Man, thanks for the pasta and also the banana cake!

Wonder when will we ever can have a karaoke session like the good ol time...

2010-04-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

A tiring WEEK...

And I only Manage to post this picture...one of my sister's fridge magnet collection...more to come..

2010-04-24T08:18:00.004+08:00

And yesterday...marks the day!

What about it? finally...finally...my sister asked 'hey budak2 (referring to me & donat), now sudah April..ape cerita ni? takde prepare2 utk wedding pun!'

hihihihi...as usual my PA will answer that for me...and as usual I will giggle - sometimes when I'm in shock mode, I will giggle...I don't know why...weird! so...ok..wedding preparation, hmmm...how to start? I must say...I have prepared...but only on the photographer :P I have booked him for the entire month of December - I might have outdoor session, pre wedding, post wedding, during the wedding, interrim wedding, next to the tong sampah shoot, behind a bus shoot, on top of the flagpole shoot, on top of the roof shoot, under the bridge shoot, inside mcd shoot... :P so I booked him for the entire month! He shot our tunang2 event and I must say I like his work compared to the famous name outside - it's just a brand people! and some people, they shoot great pictures, yes..nice pictures but it's only due the array of lens that they own...! I prefer a friend to shoot me rather than some new stranger that i hi-ed and rub shoulder with just to get good price and the sake of being friend with self proclaimed professional photographer :)

and if you ask me what will be my criteria for a photographer - I have only 1 simple answer...he's using Canon and at least 5D MK II or the 1D MK III and above range! why Canon? I really like the tone that came out of it..no offense but if you asked a Nikon user..they will say the colour is weak and Nikon is bright and bold...and I will definitely ask them back - is that the real colour of the object? verry red..or yellow...and of course..followed by silence...no offense people..this is a free country...I can write whatever I want (even if I know there are a few restrictions as well...duh) and check out 5D MK II skin tone colour...it's mouth watering and flattering to the eyes!

and why a canon with the word MK MK MK...not MK Land for sure! :) it's full frame camera! what is a full frame camera? the sensor is way much bigger than the apsc (correct ah?) sensor - 35mm...and for me MK (pronounce as mark)...marks the success of a person...---rich brats who don't pay for their own camera is not counted here...sorry ---
full frame camera really really have a huge difference in the image that it produce...and I loooove love it! with a price tag of at least 9k...I think I'll pass for now...even there is a burning desire for it...but still no inferno..i am still safe..but husaini..please don't lend me your camera or else I will hate mine :)

so that's about camera...ooops...I think I wanted to write about my wedding prep...and now...I'm talking about camera....ok ok...back to wedding...truth is :

1- I hate wedding with more than 300 people...200 is a nice figure...
2- I hate people that I don't even know attending my wedding...
3- I hate uninvited people coming to my wedding
4- I hate open wedding, I wanted a close reception where everybody will enjoy the after party together (not just datang makan please)
5- I hate tradition...seriously...don't you all think it's wasting time and money for it? And I think 99% of weddings out there is more or less a traditional wedding...I don't think 1% of the rebel can ruined or end a tradition...
6- I hate henna (can I just not wear it?) and again it's tradition...people will talk behind your back if you don't put these on...and talking behind people's back is also tradition..don't forget that! LOL
7- I hate opinions...I only want it when I ask ok? especially from someone I don't even know...
8- And hey, what's the thing with sponsoring the hantaran (gifts) and adding up more hantaran than it should be?? This part..I think it's absurd!
DO NOT RUINED OTHER PEOPLE'S HANTARAN JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO BE PART OF IT WHERE IT ACTUALLY DOESN'T MATCH THE REST....OR COST ONLY A DIME! you had your time..so get over with it..move on!

Owh...this has gone way too long...and I must stop at once or else I will fall asleep only by typing my own blog :P

final word..I don't think I will be posting my prep stuff over in my blog..cos thinking about it makes me tired...and I just wish for a small and sweet wedding...surprised?..but that's me..I would try to avoid big scale wedding if I can even if I have all the money in the world!

It's not the event, it's the people that makes it meaningful....

Pica above was shot early in the morning = swollen eye :P

2010-04-23T09:24:00.002+08:00

GLEE-FULL WEEKEND

Weekend is just around the corner...as any other working class people's attitude, I feel so happy and humming joyful tunes! to sum it up...I call it a glee-full day...because I am doing my work..at the same time...singing inside my head....lalalalala

Had McD breakfast..again! I fell in love with the taste of the burger-they called it sausage but I don't see any resemblance...hmmm...

I feel like singing...but no sign of claims yet..sigh...what will be my weekend project this time? :)

Should I go...
Should I do...
Should I visit...
Should I eat...
Should I just...
Should I?

2010-04-15T13:31:00.004+08:00

BIRD'S CROSSING

I've always heard that chicken makes the worst road-crosser and so do cats...
Even those dogs that really have no idea on how to cross a road, I will assume that it has been friends with cats for way too long already....

Do you ever wonder why is it called Zebra crossing? Is there any zebra crossing the road..and using their crossing? Or is it only Zebra is allowed to cross the road using Zebra's crossing...?(that might explain why cars didn't slow down when a homo-sapien crossing the street?)
Why don't they just name it..B&W crosser...or anything else? And what's the translation to it? Lintasan Kuda Belang in Malay???

My story is actually not related at all to the Zebra crossing...

It's about a little bird crossing the street :) Yes..a bird...a common bird (it's too common, I don't give a damn about the species name...LOL...poor species!) Why does a bird cross the street where it can fly? Ask the bird, I dunno the answer..but the incident happen at Bukit Damansara area...when our car is taking the left turn to Hartamas..and suddenly...this Bird came out from the bush...and crossing the street..yes walking...and it was so fast..it seems like it was a fast forward of something..the feet is so blurry due to the speed! and the bird's face...pricelesss...like nothing happen! so damn cool...

And the bird's managed to cross the street safely without being knocked by us! Phew...I was screaming in the car..when I saw the bird running to cross the street...Fly..fly..fly u silly...fly...faster...LOL...

I'm laughing my heart out! Both of us...until tears came out and goosebumps all over!!!
OMG..hilarious..I know it might not sound like it...but trust me..if you were in my position..you'll feel the same!!!

2010-04-15T08:36:00.002+08:00

SUPERSTITIOUS?

I admit that I am not the superstitious kind of girl...and even if I sometimes do something superstitious, it is because I could find the logic behind it;not just blindly believe and practice!

Ok...have you ever heard about this superstitious/believe where, when your right palm feels itchy, you might be getting financial luck? have you? I've heard about it from basically from almost everyone...

I must say, back then when I was a kid, I kinda believe this...because it usually happens. Why? Because everyday my mom gives me money for school :) true? now, I work my own money...I seriously don't believe in that because there has been a few times where my palm itch but I have debts to settle and got no money to pay it off? LOL...

However, due to a surprising circumstances that happen lately (actually last night :P)...I feel that at times, it might be a sign :) Seriously, while I was surfing the net, doing my usual stuff (learning PS3 editing) my hand feels damn hot..burning...like you just hold a bowl of blended chillies....but I didn't..then it itches sooo badly....so bad..it turns red...I texted donat and he said that it might be my usual allergies cause by dust...

I was pretty sure that my hands are clean...since I just bathed....

And...a miracle happen...

I stumbled upon something that I could never imagine having....

And it was a good deal...without costing any dime...

And I can't sleep, awestruck and now still smiling :)

Again..I am sorry I can't share the 'stuff' with you because it is indeed very hard to get it...and when I checked again...it seems like the link only exist for a few second..waiting for me to find it :D

And this morning I found a few RM notes in my jeans pocket....

Should I go gambling today??????

2010-04-07T08:16:00.002+08:00

I think...this is brilliant!

Check this website out...
http://www.simonhoegsberg.com/we_are_all_gonna_die/slider.html?utm_source=Photojojo+Newsletter&utm_campaign=0af62d00bc-Widest_Photo_Ever4_6_2010&utm_medium=email

simple idea translated into a cool concept! I wish upon the stars..that I will have more time to translate my idea into an artwork!

2010-04-05T09:34:00.003+08:00

It's Little Miss Muffet moments of Glory!

Previously I have blogged and post a picture of Bugsy being my SAP screen background. Now it's time for Muffet to shine ! :D

Don't u think it's better idea to put cute pictures for the wallpaper? Rather than old boring blue water ripple picture? (SAP people will definitely know what I am talking about!)

2010-03-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

ANOTHER EXPERIMENT

I love this tone!

Photographer : Husaini (www.husainihassim.com) ---> check him out!

Photoshopper : Adeshi (www.chestnutpictures.com)

2010-03-28T19:40:00.003+08:00

...HATING IT...

Doing something that I don't like makes me feel really reallly tired...
It's like dragging myself for a 10000m race to the finish line with my feet chained in heavy steel and boulders...

Sigh...

And I don't like the final output...but it is better than any other output I've ever seen (is it because I created it so I think it's gorgeous?)

What is it all about? I'll keep it disclosed for now and forever ;)

2010-03-26T08:59:00.004+08:00

Anybody looking for a new JOB?

Any SAP HR Consultant out there looking for a new environment ?

Tired of your current environment? Wait no more!

Email me your resume at adesh82@gmail.com. I will forward your resume to the respective people and try to fix you an interview!!

Hurry..hurry..offer last until 30th April 2010!

Details of the job :

1. SAP HR Functional Consultants
· At least 3 years of functional SAP HR experience, preferably with multi-country Payroll and Time Management configuration experience
· Consulting experience is an advantage

2. HR Business Consultants
· At least 3 years of HR business consultancy experience in the areas of Change Management, HR Process Transformation and HR Organisational Design

GOOD LUCK!

2010-03-23T08:51:00.002+08:00

How to Overtake another car in the other lane?

1- Turn on your signal light
2- Pick a new car with a new registration number - this way the car won't risk it by kissing your bumper

Happy trying!

2010-03-19T09:17:00.005+08:00

I'm in LOVE..again...

:D with DRESSES..of course! and I like wearing dress anytime..anywhere (if possible)

Found this webby http://www.modcloth.com/

And I love most of it..thing is..it's in dollar..and a bit expensive (include shipping)....Maybe I can go to my own tailor and express my idea of how I want the dress and let him do the sewing :D

This 2 dresses seems like the perfect dress for my post-wedding outdoor shoot :) yes, I am going to wear a dress..and not the traditional baju kawen! wuhuuuuuu...cos every girl's dream is to wear a dress during her wedding...a bit impossible to wear the Real Wedding dress (imagine Vera Wang)- and I am not talking about the fusion dress that our market have right now..especially the one with long skirt and 'kembang'..totally not my taste and idea of how my wedding dress should look!..so I think outdoor shoot will do the magix :D

And also..check this cute webby as well !!! A MUST!..It will definitely makes u smile

http://cuteoverload.com/

And a friend's bunny has been posted here as well
http://cuteoverload.com/2010/03/17/when-irish-eyes-are-smiling-they-seem-to-be-mocking-you/

Enjoy Friday surfing and happy weekend!

2010-03-18T13:21:00.004+08:00

SINFUL MEAL

Please do not be mistaken my post with the picture above..but don't you think it's just so cute???
Sinful meal that I am going to blog is about my addiction to....something...

Ok..It has been 2 days that I am on Maggi Curry+egg meal...and now I am feeling guilty because that's not a good meal to eat...and I ate it for my main course :P

I promised to myself that I will eat nutritious food next week filled with broccoli, carrots, potatoes and cauliflower...yummm..my favourite...
No one liked Broccoli? Hell, no..I love it sooo much I can live by eating it only...the thing is..I need to cook everyday to get a Broccoli meal..sigh

I am thinking of cooking minestrone or tom yum soup with veggies next week..or perhaps just steamed? I love veggies no matter how it cook, except deep fried with flour...that's a no no and that's not counted as veggie anymore cos it's already lost it's vitamins and nutrition...

And 3 kg next week? Wait for the official weigh in..I think I can do it ;)
Oh btw, watched Oprah and someone in the show mentioned that obesity is just the same as drug addict or alcoholic...food addiction that they can't stop..come to think of it..it's 100% true!

2010-03-17T09:49:00.002+08:00

Arapaima Gigas...

:) I am in the office but I am too blur/sleepy to work...
The best thing to do to start my day would be by blogging...

last night I missed the show in Discovery channel..about the largest freshwater fish - Arapaima Gigas...I think I saw it during my visit to Aquaria..and I tell you...it is HUGE - GIGANTIC...

This morning I feel like giving Aquaria another visit somewhere early April...and what I like most about Aquaria is the freshwater fish tank...why? It has this thunder/raining sound and lights that makes me feel like I' am in the middle of Amazon if I close my eyes listening to it :D
Such a calming effect (If I am in aquaria)...and such a nightmare if I am in Amazon listening to that :D

Wanna know what it looks like? Just google it as I couldn't find any decent pictures of the fish...people are not doing justice to the popularity of the fish...sigh...

2010-03-15T09:23:00.004+08:00

I am OFF...

Off from work :D
yippeeee....I am takinf a day off to do something else (wink2)...
but now I have a few stuff to get before I can start lazying around the house...

I wonder when can I complete my own engagement custom album and sticky? sigh...
Lesson learnt, let the photographer do the work and not partially if you have time...

Some of my engagement picture shot by http://www.husainihassim.com/

2010-03-14T16:55:00.003+08:00

Tiring day....

Mission accomplished! 2 days of shooting at Cheras...and I like the morning outdoor session this morning (wink..picas above..and lots more to come)...I love using props...and I wish I have more and more...And it's decided..I am going into this colour tone for all my artwork...do you think it's nice? Let me know ok..:)

Now I am thinking of DIY props to make a photoshoot stand out!

I feel like shooting preganant ladies as well...hihihi...target locked and identified....!!

2010-03-12T16:43:00.002+08:00

I am having migraines...

OK..not even 24 hours after my previous post...pretty good record so far for me...haha...

Now I am having migraines...
I want to do nothing...
I am still in the office...
My eyes feels so strained...

Is it my fault if I cancel a date today?
Will they understand?
Will they ever know how does it feels when migraine attacked?

Is it fair to blame me on my migraines?
Is it fair to not understand me?

I hate to cancel..I hate to sleep..but when I am not well..I like to rest..Is it too much to ask? Is it?

I am not robot..maybe someone is...I can do whatever I have programmed to do when migraine attacked...

And I am disspointed when people complained about me sleeping...and resting..and cancelling...

2010-03-12T14:22:00.002+08:00

Is this the first one????

I think and guess, yes it's my 1st post of year 2010...clap clap clap..hihihi...ok so I have been really busy lately..and some people might say that busy is in the state of mind but for me...9-10 hours a day in front of the screen makes me want to vomit...why should I add another few more hours to torture myself? It is not fun anymore when my eyes are strained and tired...so I figure..it's better to rest and chill at home after work...rest and chill here means without any internet or computer involvement!!!

So what am I up to? :) nothing and a lot of things!

Nothing when = I am feeling so tired after work...and I don't feel like doing anything
Tonnes of things = when I feel like I am the King of the world :P

ok..so far..there is nothing motivational nor good content yet here after reading my first paragraph...hahahaha...let's cut the fat...ermm..speaking of fat...hey..I am a big fan of Biggest Loser Asia..and always inspired by all of them. I even do sit ups and punch my sofa in between the breaks during the show (ONLY..ONLY..LOL)....and it does inspire the rest of my colleague as well until we came up with this 'Biggest Loser' kind of thing for our circle of frens a.k.a ALU....why ALU? will post in the next thread or won't post at all :P

So the first weigh in was last week and the next is 21st. I weighted 65kg..damn I am sooo fat with my height only 163cm...I am overweight!! cry cry cry...but cry no more...I have started jogging during the weekend...and this is the fun fact..people always thought I can't run...or jog..or do any exercise at all! Wrong...I am capable of doing a 3 round jog at Lake Garden...of course there's a few slowing pace here and there..but at least..I can ;) and I am targeting a faster pace non stop for 1 round by next week? Not to forget, I was the sprinter of the year in Planet Mars...

So back to the the lil' mini competition that we have, the person who lost the most % of weight will win a present that will be decided later by the community..and the competition will last until we are damn skinny like kate moss...evaluation should take place in every 3 months...

Interested? ...please be as one of our member and register at www.areyououtofyourminduntilyouclickedthislinkactually.com :)....haha

ok...maybe one serious point that I would like to share in this post...money...it's a sensitive issue..just like weight issue...nobody will tell how much do they earn and have...same as weight for some people esp ladies....recently there was a big huhahihu on my opinion of who should won a competition...and I must say..I will and always stand strong on everything that I say...
It is common that people will judge based on favoritism and do cruel judgement to those who they doesn't like...

And does it familiar to you when people say -
C should win this cos he need the money more than B...even though B deserved it but he doesn't need the money as B is already rich?

let's learn English and compare the sentence up there with this one -
C should get the job cos he need the money more than B...even though B deserved it but he doesn't need the money as B is already rich?

people..it is the same situation...and what if it happens to u? people pick somebody else for a job not because the skill but on the background?

Please please please stop this nonsense as you doesn't know what u are talking because u are blinded with favoritism :) everybody need money...nothing to argue on who should get it or not...its up to our luck and effort...

If this applied to the 'real' world...the seniors that have been working for years with impeccable experience will never settled with a good pay job just because they have more saving than the fresh grad...

ponder and think rationally :)

I will stop my gibberish talk here and hope it made sense for some if not all...

Bye - and that's how Sue, sees it... (guess in which TV episodes the phrase has been widely use..)

2009-12-10T08:08:00.003+08:00

The map :)

For those who wish to come :
Click the link below for the map...

I'm off to my hometown today!

http://i233.photobucket.com/albums/ee165/adesh82/MaptoAdeshhomecopy.jpg

2009-11-22T23:18:00.006+08:00

I'm getting engaged

Sorry about the looong silence...
I was, still and will be very busy for the upcoming week...
Juggling between my BORING SAP work, photography business (musim mengawan skang), and my engagement ceremony! The picas above (Click for better viewing) tells all except the date (just realized it's missing!)
It will be held on 12 Dec 2010!!

I don't have any 'planner' to start with, nor ample time to organize it myself. Worse of all, I don't have anymore weekends to do the prep!!

Next weekend - Raya Haji..(no time for shopping etc)
The next next weekend - photoshoot outside KL (2 days)
The next next next weekend - MY ENGAGEMENT DAY!!!

The 'hantaran' is not even ready..not even a single ribbon...
The makeup planning is still blurry2...
And everything is such a mess...
I am everywhere!

Nevertheless...there's only few things that will make me smile again :D
1- Bugsy
2- Truffles
3- Muffet
4- The idea of getting Bugsy a new GF (wink2)
5- Tontolo???

Some of my angels picas..This is Muffet..latest addition to my chestnut's babies :)
She was adopted from our dear fren Tim from Meadow Heaven
Thanks Tim..she is sooo adorable and cute! She is getting used with Truffles..and soon they will get married and live in 1 cage!

This is Truffles :) The most well known rabbit I've ever had! Cute...cute...cute...

And..as usual my all-time-sweetheart..Mr.Bugsy :) He knows how to pose in front of the camera :D But I'm having difficulties filming him..as he will pose and wait for the click to move..and it makes him static looking in the video :)...LOL..I'll opt for photo shoot then!

Love 'em sooo much...And..where's Bugsy's gurl?

Stay tuned....

2009-10-09T02:13:00.002+08:00

Surprising truth! Don't try this at home!

This is what nobody knows about Cicak's shoe...

Cicak says :
'My shoe might have a small hole..I think at my back left foot...I think I'm losing air on it..and I am worried of that hole as it can lead to a more serious incident! I love u my sis but when will I get a new shoes...don't forget to replace it with sports shoes...I think I need a new one..this one is old and weary :) You said I will definitely run better with new sports shoes..since you are doing 120km on the highway...why not huh?'

If my stuff can speak like as what I imagined them, I will be annoyed!

2009-10-09T02:10:00.003+08:00

Cute Q&A

Question : have you checked out my latest bunny picas in the link just now?
Answer : Sure I did!
Question : Isn't she cute or what?
Answer : All rabbits are cute :)

Aaaww...such a cute phrase from a cute friend :)

2009-10-06T09:41:00.003+08:00

Smooth driving...

I'm on V-Power...and I can't believe I'm saying this but I hate Ron95!
Why? slow pickup and makes it hard for me to cilok2 the lane and climbing up the hills! And I don't know if it's only me, but for me V-Power is more fuel saving...I think Ron95 have this gas/fume (whatever u call) content more than the usual fuel...example..Petronas fuel..A lot of gas..and when u pump on the highest speed..it keeps bouncing back...And, I dunno whether there's a speed trap alert or what, but I can easily overtake other car on the highway...effortlessly...

Muffet is doing good :) And she is a sweetheart...I love her so much..
Not to forget the all time attention seeker - Bugsy, now need more attention than before..keep periscoping!
And Truffles...learning how to steal my attention with his cute glances and mouth :D And..he's now purring or grinding it's teeth to be exact (for rabbit) when I pet him...

I am missing them now cos this morning I don't have my 5 mins session with each of them!

2009-10-06T00:04:00.003+08:00

It's my time to tell a story about a little hermit crab...

No no..it's not that I have one at home..I am still loyal to my 3 little bunnies :)
It's the Q&A session about the small little creature...

Question : You have a hermit crab at home?
Answer : Yeah..but it is very noisy at night...
Question : What's so fun about a hermit crab...u can watch it..and not cuddle it..same like watching pictures from the internet?
Answer : Eh..you can put it outside and chase it..and it changes it's shell frequently...
Question : U mean u buy the shell and and it will eventually change from shell to shell?
Answer : Yes, it can do that..how cute it is now?
Question : So..do you bought your hermit crab a mirror then? Since it needs to put on new shells everyday, he must have to match his shell and like the colour before he wears it?

2009-10-05T03:36:00.002+08:00

Early morning mind doodles...

Question : Why I LOVE Bugsy so much?
Answer : When I stayed up at night, he will run around and purposely don't sleep...He will play and play..and run..and jump around..once I go to bed..he will lie down and sleep like a baby...

How sweet is that? Now get it why I love my Bunnies sooo much? And hey, my name is Lil' miss Muffet..Truffles's Girlfriend..Nice to meet you all :D

My picas? Not yet!

2009-10-01T04:48:00.002+08:00

5 to 5

Darn! It's 5 mins to 5am..and I am still awake..wide awake I will say...damn worried about the config that is still incomplete. Seriously I can't sleep if things going on like this.

For a fresher tomorrow, I think I should get some sleep as it's gonna be another looooooong day tomorrow...now feel like crying...

Bugsy..I am proud of you, getting a big spread on MROC (Malaysia Rabbit Owner Club) !!!
And Truff..well..you are already the Best Reserve In Show! You boys rock my world! Thanks Tim!

I love, love, love my bunnies body and soul (This one sounds like Mr.Darcy fro P&P P)...

Check out MUSE latest album The Resistance! ..nice tracks...cool music...suitable for the cold hearted!

British band rocks!!!

Nite Malaysia...

2009-09-29T00:48:00.001+08:00

Encounter with ex-colleague

Midnight encounter with them..especially the team that I love the most during SPNG makes me smile..and geared up for work! I think I should apply going into their team! Maybe I won;t have the weekdays blues that I always have...

Miss u guys a lot!

2009-09-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

I just hate Barbarians!

Q&A of the day (it's a serious one today)
Q: Hah? Barbarians still exist?
A: Oh yes..they are..
Q: Oh my God..That is totally scary! Where do they dwells?
A: Anywhere...you won't even know it..in the city..in the village..and some made a public confession about this!
Q: Really? Who are they? What did they do?
A: Owh...people who eat rabbit sate..rabbit meat..and slaughter rabbits for the fur...think Kate Moss..hate!

Any barbarians reading my blog? Please stop it at once as I hate you guys!

2009-09-28T22:48:00.003+08:00

Mind Doodles..

If I were a boy...
I will fall in love with Katy Perry..honestly I think she is perfect...very very cute face! gorgeous body!

If I have a DB9 (Aston Martin car)
I will get parking tickets everyday...and park wherever I want...

If I have a gorgeous body...
I will wear bikini to work...LOL

If I am a celebrity...
I will change the world behaviour on how to treat a rabbit! They are not for eating nor clothes!

If I can control time...
I will be the meanest creature on earth..contra to Hiro Nakamura...

If I have a million ringgit...
I will buy a nice apartment in Mont Kiara and a DB9..eh..not enough...just a fancy 2 seater will do...and buy Donut a SUV to carry stuff around..LOL

If I know Roger Federer...
I won't be here working my ass off on SAP...

If I have the courage...
I will quit my boring job and start my own photography empire! I have strong believe in myself but lacking the courage!

If I can change a person...
It will surely be... :) People close to me will definitely know!

Q&A of the day
A man felt sick after having his Iftar at a friend's house. On his way back with his kids he complaint about his stomach ache, and resolve on going to the 'post office' :
Q : Eh...is the post office still opens late at night like this?
A : Of course, people have to 'use' it at any time of the day...
Q : Ha? Why post office?
A : Hahahahahahaha

Get the Q&A this time? Not as straight forward as the first one...but yeah..that's how it should be!

Adeshi mood : Snowed under!
Bugsy mood : Sleep
Truffles mood : Yay carpet..promise not to shi2 on this...
Yoshi mood : zzz

2009-09-27T07:53:00.002+08:00

A friend...

All of a sudden, a friend (or more like my foe) came to visit me..uninvited friend..his name is flu :(

Am not feeling well..runny nose...a lil' bit of coughin' here and there...huhuhuhu...

Bored...Since during Raya, I have a lots of Q&A session with my family..I think it is rather fun sharing it with the readers...and there is one burning Q&A that is lingering in my mind...waiting to get out...

Q&A of the day :
Q : Why do we need a watch?
A : If happens that we involved in an earthquake, plane crash or trapped in deserted island (touch wood2) at least we know the time.
Q: What about your everyday lives?
A : I have hand phone so it can also tell me time...no need for the watch except when disaster strikes. Cos I will always carry me hand phone all the time!

You found this weird? Just wait when I posted other Q&A..this is the simplified version of the Q&A session, as the original version might take pages to finish!

Adeshi mood : Down with flu
Bugsy mood : I am back to my hometown
Truffles mood : I am back too...

2009-09-19T09:34:00.002+08:00

Tis Holiday Season...

Selamat Hari Raya to all :D
Maaf Zahir Batin

Lonely at home..Bugsy and Truff is now staying with Daphne for a week during Raya..I miss the boys! I will be travelling back to my hometown this afternoon...wish me luck (of course with the traffic!)

2009-09-15T10:13:00.004+08:00

The new winner...

notice how Fedex looks very short next to him? fedex is 5 ft 8 inch!

Is it the end of Federer? ---> questions that media loves to ask when Federer lose...

Think again..Is somebody career looks like it's ending after getting into the 4 Grand Slam finals in 2009? And won 2, runner up 2? And completed his career slam by winning all 4 Grand Slam title during his career?

In tennis, it's always luck and agility...

This time it's Del Potro..the 6 ft 6 inch 20 years old Argentine..ruled US Open in Flushing Meadows...

Congratulations Juan Martin Del Potro..and best of luck next time Federer..you are always my number 1 :)

2009-09-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

Men's Final Match Day

Hey, it's the black knight (check out his night game outfit) vs the giraffe (obviously!)

I love 'em both...

I wish both of them best of luck (maybe a lil' bit more for Federer!

psst..psst...Hari Raya is just around the corner..and it always makes me stressed every year without fail!

2009-09-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

I just love the combination of fonts+brushes..and it is now my official brushes for topics related to...what else..rabbit of course!

2009-09-14T13:30:00.005+08:00

Fast leaner...

From the moment I opened the Revtrac console in SAP, I immediately know how to fully utilize it :D

Fact : Revtrac is group of transport in SAP. Shell using this as one of the quality control of the system.

2009-09-14T12:17:00.001+08:00

Highway drive

I bet everybody drives above the speed limit on the highways...
If it's once in 2 weeks..accepatable number of summons tickets being issued...

But what if I drive to work everyday using higways?

Adeshi's mood : Tired..
Bugsy & truffles : ZZZZZZ
Yoshi : ZZZZZ

2009-09-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

Del Potro vs Nadal

It has been quite some time since I've last wrote...and it has been quite a few many times I have used this phrase :)

I am watching the men's semis of US Open...my 2nd or maybe 3rd..nahh 2nd I guess hero (next to Roger, Nadal 3rd seed for me :P) Juan Martin Del potro is playing against Nadal :D

A good game..a good accompany since I am working this late at night to settle my backlogs emails and action...

It has been a very busy and stressful week. Lessons that I learnt, don't ever believe anyone..(I sounded more like a FBI agent rather than SAP cons).

And I have been doing this - mind blog..I really really want to blog..but have too many things to do..and I hummed my blogs in my mind..LOL

Hey..anyone watched Serena vs Kim? was a good game but I really don't appreciate on what has Serena done. never a fan..and now..hating her even more...

Fedex game is next..playing against Djokovic..best of luck..and with all the luck this year..I think it's Fedex - Del potro final this year...(Donat will surely hate this statement as he is a true nadal fan!)

Btw, I have another blog site - www.chestnutpictures.com. I've frequently updated it (at least more than here)

Adeshi mood : Working..
Bugsy mood : Hi Truffles..you are so cute!
Truffles mood : Hi people..I am Truffles..Bugsy new friend. I am not his GF as I am a male. Check me out at chestnutpictures!
Yoshi mood : Busgy and Truffles really makes me energizes and running :D

2009-08-06T09:49:00.002+08:00

I AM SO STRESSED!!!

My 1TB external Hardrive is failing...
WD doesn't have data recovery service...
I don't think it's crashed, I think it's the power failure...

It's my life...

Imagine your memory being erased...
And that what's happen if I failed to recover the data...
My life..my memories..my pictures..everything is there :(

It's almost the same as if starting up your life from zero :(

Let's hope everything will be ok..it's just the cable!

Adeshi mood : stressed and sad
Bugsy mood : yay..happy inside akak chubby's room
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzz

2009-08-03T09:49:00.002+08:00

I LOVE LENKA !!!

Yesterday showcase was awesome...
I felt awesome cos I got to stand at the front..
And with being at the front + zoom lens...I got these nice close up picas of her...

Love the moment ;)

Adeshi mood : Tired + Fun + Lazy = mixed emotion
Bugsy mood : I am sleeping in my akak room cos the painting job is still WIP
Yoshi mood : Love Lenka

2009-07-30T09:20:00.002+08:00

I Feel Young!

I still feel young and hot when I see this ads as I passes by it everyday! And believe it or not, I get inspired!

WHY?

Check out the email address, it ends with 81 = she's 28...
28 is still hot and young for and ads like this! and the guy is hot :)
so..28 still have the power to sell...and I am 27 :)

THAT IS WHY :)

Adeshi mood : Lenka VIP Passes won! Smile..
Bugsy mood : My twitter :)
Yoshi mood : Lenka Lenka

2009-07-30T00:26:00.004+08:00

I 'VE WON GOT LENKA'S VIP PASSES THIS SUNDAY @ 1UTAMA!!!

Yay...Finally..after few sulking and bitching session about 8TV Quickie yesterday night, I've won the VIP Passes to see Lenka's show at One Utama this Sunday! Not only that..I've got free CD, t-shirt and Lenka's poster as well..ahahaha...

My 3rd time winning something that I want :D I can call myself Lucky at times!

4 Passes...me..donat..and who will be the other 2?

Smiling while watching Little Britain season 3..hilariously funny!

Adeshi mood : Flowery thoughts...
Bugsy mood : Happy for my akak - http://twitter.com/bugsy_usagi
Yoshi mood : Lenka this Sunday! Yipeee

2009-07-29T09:20:00.004+08:00

I am freakin' Mad!

I have waited for the Q to call for Lenka during Quickie yesterday...
None..none..
Then there's a Q to call for caller to chat with the estee lauder models...crappy faces..worn out faces...
And the pervert gets the tickets...huh?

Tell me how fair is it?

And suddenly..I am missing London more than ever..sighs..picture above was shot in Covent Garden last year..

Adeshi mood : geram
Bugsy mood : check out my twitter
Yoshi mood : Lunch party..I am in!

2009-07-28T16:33:00.004+08:00

Promise to myself

I screwed up on so many things..
I changed my mind not to buy an apartment this year..
I have broke a few promises..
I should be running and winning in a marathon instead I cheat!
I should be jotting my everyday happening here..but alas..too busy to do so..

Hopefully with my future painted wall..I can be more in control of my own life..
And yes with the interesting future assignment as well :)
And I will be writing here as often as I can again..and start visiting my friend's blogs...I am sure thay have hundreds of posts that I haven't read!

And eh..wise man is here la..and he can fit in the small space between the windows that only a rabbit can :P

Picture was shot by Husaini the papparazzi..edited lamely by Adeshi..sorry if I ruined the originality of your work!

Good Night ----> Again it's because I am sleepy..it feels like night!

Adeshi's mood : Bored bored bored..I need to shop
Busgy's says : Again - My twitter http://twitter.com/bugsy_usagi. Visit me :)
Yoshi's mood : zzzzzzzzzzz

2009-07-28T15:48:00.004+08:00

It was such a terrible period...

Lots of things happen for the past few months...
I was in a condition where I can't cope with myself...

Being lazy as usual and forcing myself to work and focus and multi task is really a hard job for me. And being Adeshi..the stressfull and demanding lilttle miss rabbit, I just can't resist the urge to shop.

Yes..I have spent hundreds and hundreds ringgit on clothes..only clothes..and I am not talking about those outlets in Shopping Complex..the addiction now is @ chich street. Where the hell is that Adeshi?? Well..I simply call it Chic Street as it serve the purpose!

You can find Chic Streets in few areas in KL.
1- Uptown area (RHB area)
2- Bangsar Jalan Telawi (Devi's corner shoplots)
3- Damansara Perdana (I love Cat's Whiskers)
4- Sri Hartamas

What I can find here? Blouses..dresses..oh so yummy...pants..skirts...oh so adorable and etc! My personal favourite will be Cat's Whiskers - http://catswhiskers.com.my/ and also little black book - http://littleblackbookmy.blogspot.com/. I even bought a piece of clothing from Chyna Dolls as well :D. My dressroom shop offers quite a variety as well.

If anybody interested to know more about these Chic Streets...u can try and find it in the place that I have mentioned above or google it yourself :P In case of any failure..text me..I will come to the rescue!!

Trust me..this kind of shopping is more satisfying and orgasmic rather than the norms (Shopping complexes)

It's cheap..trendy..chic and fun (at least for me!)

Change of topic...What am I up to recently? What else? Putrajaya Fun Run of course!..to tell u the truth..I didn't run except for the final 1km..and bring Yoshi along really add the weights :P ..I only walk and took shortcuts :P

But besides that..I do enjoy jumping around for this shoot. More in my FB account or here - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=93782&id=662272884&l=f59f7d55ba :D

Enjoy people..and good night ----> it's noon but I am so sleepy it feels like blogging at night!

Adeshi mood : Bored
Bugsy mood : I have my own Twitter - http://twitter.com/bugsy_usagi. Be my follower..You won't regeret it...
Yoshi mood : Zzzzzz

2009-06-10T10:21:00.002+08:00

The sleep...

It has been a tiring tiring month so far...
With lack of sleep..merely 3 hours a day...
With the neck and arm pain...
With the workloads :(
Sighs...be strong..you wanted La Meridin after all isn't it Adeshi? :)

Adeshi mood : Mamai..sleepy
Bugsy mood : Binkies..I can play on the bed now!
Yoshi mood : CLS...

2009-05-20T07:34:00.002+08:00

It's called Carpal Tunnel

Yes, that's why I can't blog that much nowadays :(
And I really have to limit my hands usage..which is 90% for work or else I'll get into trouble...

Work definition for me = Shell work, editing client pictures and shooting for clients :)

Adeshi mood : Sleepy, as I woke up early to finish up some work
Bugsy mood : Sleepy as well
Yoshi mood : S;eepy..exhausted

2009-05-16T12:58:00.002+08:00

Freeze Period

For the time being...I might not be able to blog...
I will be back..soon..in June :)

Adeshi, Bugsy and Yoshi minta maaf :D

2009-05-07T10:24:00.003+08:00

To the left..to the left

It has been soo long since my last update here...

It has been a very hectic week..too many stuff on my plate..and it stays there forever and ever...

And not to forget..weddings..weddings..weddings...post editing etc

It was a slow day today...A left lane day...why? I drive on the left lane rather than the right lane a.k.a Fast Lane.

The reason being is...I was highly excited listening to the addictive Adam Lambert songs..AI version or studio..I love it both...

The best will be his rendition of MJ Black & White and Mad World :)

I will be writing about my past few weeks activities soon (with pictures too!) as it was really the things that I need to share and remember and some of it is..
- Cukur Jambul Alya
- Encounter with Elephants
- Feeding the Deers
- Petting the bears
- Teasing the ostrich
- Holding the sugar glider and hedgehog
- Weddings
- Broga again :)

In all..my weekends are fully booked from April up until end of May!!!

Adeshi Mood : stuffy inside and outside?
Bugsy Mood : I am in need of a GF...
Yoshi Mood : More with Widey

2009-04-30T11:41:00.001+08:00

Nasi Kerabu Guy did it again...

He is doing his part..being the Nasi Kerabu Guy...
It's part of the role!
Buying for everybody in the office...

There goes my diet again!!

Adeshi mood : Satisfaction from yesterday fulfillment and achievement...and yes..it was a looong and tiring day!
Bugsy mood : Longign for a partner :(
Yoshi mood : Ayu's wedding!

2009-04-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

Another one :) title - The Real You!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you ---> wink wink! flattered!

2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties ---> Yes..I need to remind myself about this..life is not a parteeee!

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm--->I thought I wore unmatching shoes :)

4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? ----> err..I'll work on this soon :( no more baby talk and teddy bear voices? Err..I am not ready to leave it all behind yet!!

5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time. ---> LOL..real doll..too sweet?

And I can't wait to go to see the elephants tomorrow :)
I feel satisfied with whatever I did today...such a productive day for me! Tiring but enjoyable...
I am such a good planner :)

Adeshi mood : My left feet sometimes crammed :( please, not tomorrow!
Bugsy mood : Filthy cage..I know tomorrow right?
Yoshi mood : Where is my wise lens? It's ok..tomorrow then!

2009-04-24T12:25:00.003+08:00

Another Personality Test :)

Took it here - http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

And the verdict is...(drumrolls please!)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: (this is a LIEEEE)
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Most of it somehow reflects my personality...if not all..there is tonnes of quizzes here as well :D http://www.quizbox.com/personality

Adeshi Mood : No mood..looking for something new..fresh..elephants perhaps?
Bugsy Mood : Lalalala
Yoshi Mood : Woweee..animal kingdom tomorrow!!

2009-04-23T10:34:00.002+08:00

Get well soon...

To Mr Wise Man...To any Mr in the world..hope your family will recover and things will get better soon...

For those who just met with an accident, who just admitted to hospital...and who just fell ill...Get well soon...

My well wishes to all...

Adeshi mood : Gloomy...
Bugsy mood : Binkies!
Yoshi mood : Hey, I am in Nomad!

2009-04-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

To be or not to be Part II

It's almost there...
Finally I have found the answers...not on where I should be in...
But on why do I feel hesitate with whatever decision that I will make...

I didn't realize, being me, I tend to look on things in various angle..and in this case...too many angles...and so far I have the answer to 4 of the angles...

I have 4 reason on why it is hard for me to make a decision...
With 4 diff perspective...
and each comes with a 'post mortem' , backup plans and worst case scenarios...

I never thought my brain is THIS complicated :)

And with better understanding of myself, I should be able to make a decision..soon..very very soon..someone might be surprised on my decision!

Hey..I can sing!!! LOL

Adeshi mood : I can sing!
Bugsy mood : I miss u...pet me
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzz

2009-04-21T11:15:00.002+08:00

The RTG day...

RTG means Return to Green meeting...where I need to indicate on what need to be done...solutions or whatever crap to make the test execution finish on time...

That's what Return to Green Meeting is about...

Coincidentally...my morning drive from Damansara Heights to Bangsar was smooth...no red lights...all Green...is it trying to tell me something..i wonder back then...and yes..the RTG went smooth as well...Or the traffic lights can read my mind..like - adesh is here...return to green...

But there is a few TL turning yellow, but being me I know how to handle with speed in situation like this :) I am a good driver..yes..I crashed into a pajero 2 years ago..wreck my car..whose name is Cicak (the other Cicak is not my car)...who end up in a workshop (not BAM workshop) for a month..broke the engine..radiator all destroyed! But that was back then..I am better now..except that..

Even that, I still can't control my nerve and temperamental attitude while driving :P still working on it..deep breath and stuff..but sometimes..when I am mad about something...I will speed up and speed up..like there is no tomorrow :( bad attitude...

And hopefully my decision is going on smooth as well...

I am so ready to meet up my other boss...all dressed up..skirt and shirt tucked in..with belt...it's only on rare occasion I wear something sensible like this :D it feels good though..should get more skirts for myself!

Adeshi mood : Blurry
Bugsy mood : Missing me :)
Yoshi mood : The Big Day is almost here! (not mine)

2009-04-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

A HOT and satisfying weekend

I thought it was only me that is suffering from the heat attack...

After reading a few of my frens blogs...i am not alone :)

I thought my body have some biological issues...sweating all day all night...

Relief..but it was such a HOT weekend...and satisfying for me..spending quality time alone with myself...I should do this more often...It is such a cure to my stress! I feel revive and some part of me has been awaken again!!

Adeshi mood : happy :) lots achieved during the weekend...thats what I call quality time..but worried about Bugsy
Bugsy mood : I am acting weird...
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-04-17T23:24:00.004+08:00

To be or not to be...

Here I am..standing in the middle of a crossroad... Should I head..north? Should I head south (east and west is never an option)...

Funny how people behave...
we chase on our dream...
we believe on our vision...
we trust our path...
When the doors open itself...
we hesitate...
we have second thought...
as if it is something that we never ever thought of having...
And here I am..
looking at the open door, and my feet is halfway in...

Funny how people behave...
we never thought of pursuing something...
we never dream of being someone trustworthy...
we never imagine our life will be in that situation...
and we always hope...
we can leave it all behind and start a new life...
And here I am...
looking at the other door...
closed for me...
and part of me feel sad...
feel like I should be in...
but..if I knock...
surely someone will answer with open hands...

Funny how people react to choices...
funny how people hate choices...
funny how people hate when they couldn't make their own choices...
funny how people regret in their own choice...
funny how indecisive people be even when the other door is closed...
Even when the choice has been made by others...

To keep my life going, I always have my principal.
I always have my mission..to keep me motivated..it's not just on my famous 'TO-DO-LIST'..but it's more like faith...if I lose it..only God knows what I would become... And I have tonnes to say about North and South. Both have their pros and cons...and I can simply list 1001 reason for each of them...making it harder for me to decide...
okok..this is about whether I should stay in SAP functional team..the team that I am dreaming of becoming one of them...or the nostalgic testing where I sacrifice myself to work for them without complaints (okok..this is a lie :)) just to get the work done..

Testing faith that I live by everyday...
A story that keep my pride up everyday - I think it's Hersey's US ( I might be wrong but this is a true story). They have inventory system for their stocks. And a client requested an amount of purchase but the system shows there is none in stock. In reality there are tonnes and tonnes in the warehouse...

Can u imagine how much money have they lose by having a system failure? How many deals have they missed? And if only the system was tested...proven and tested, can u imagine how much profit would they make? And I am proud to be a system breaker like I used to do...I never label myself as a tester...but a system QA...and for QA..only people with integrity can do it..who knows what an when to critic...with all this principles in mind...

I know I am bringing great value to the company, to the client..it's not just executing test...executing test...these are the greater and hidden value that we are blind to see... And still...
why why people feels it's 2nd class?
Please don't...I never felt like that..I never hate testing...it's just I love solving people problems...and that's what makes me more keen on SAP functional...

And these dilemma comes in 'handy' after a satisfying meeting yesterday that makes me feel something that I never felt before..satisfaction..great satisfaction!

Faith on SAP Functional From Day 1 learning and knowing SAP..
This is all what I am dreaming for..being the solution solver..being the decision maker..being the person who have the power to control..who projects their ideas..who people look up to...It's hard work..real hard work..been there...done that...
knowing people will depend on the system being designed by me..knowing it's helping their everyday lives...knowing it will do great benefit to them...it really makes me feel good about myself!

So..this is my faith..my motivation..it's not on the work itself..

I have general motivation..not just finishing bundle J in time or running 1000 test in 1 day..it's more than that to life...and I will never be able to be in this role if I didn't have these faith in me...as long as the faith is there..and be reminded to myself..I will never give up..and try to cope..to handle..or learn to adapt suffering..and that's just how I work biologically...

I think this is one of the most emotional post I have ever wrote (exclusion on anything related to my mum)..as I need to decide between these 2 choices..I have reasons for each of it...but I think what I need to do is..A reason from each of them..on what value can I bring to the team, why I should choose them, being me...there is always a general faith inside of me..and if their answers met the faith for the day..then I will definitely can decide..pretty easily!
So far, both of them doesn't met my faith :) so far... but I know one will do...soon

Adeshi mood : Tired..neck pain...confused as ever
Bugsy mood : sleepy..zzzz
Yoshi mood : No wide lens? its ok :D

2009-04-14T08:42:00.005+08:00

It's gonna be a LOOOOONG day at work...

He is here...
He is back...
Nothing is pleasant when he's back (except that work becomes more efficient)
And I am gonna be under a lot of pressure...
I have to answer all his funny and weird questions...
The worst part is...
No one to back me up...

No Wise Man...nor Nasi Kerabu Man :(

And..when I thought this is the end of the road for me...
There is still more coming...

Thanks to my BAM Workshop article...Ironically, I have my part in the Dual Maintenance phase :( How I wish all this would end soon...

Thoughts - - - Feet on the white sand of an island..with blue translucent sea...fisherman's boat parked at the shore...birds chirping..morning breeze kisses my face and hair...without any problems...

Adeshi Mood : Struggling to prepare myself for a morning meeting with THE CICAK
Bugsy Mood : Groomer has it
Yoshi Mood : Another 50 more on the 1st shoot, and 200 more on the wedding shoot...huhu...

2009-04-13T12:06:00.004+08:00

Reluctant..Refusing

Again..as any other weekdays...
I feel very reluctant to work..and refuse to put my mind on work...

Nothing new!

Is there anything that I can do to fulfill my wish?

What do I work for?
Of course..food..shelter..clothes..

Again..what do I work for? (In reality)
To buy camrea gadgets..nice clothes..nice food..car...house..furnitures..bags...shoes...etc

Do they make me happy? Yes of course..but do work makes me a happy person? No it doesn't!

Seems like I can't choose...I have to take it all :( What does all the stuff mean to me if I am not happy being myself? What can I do? I can't stop my heart desire nor stop working...what should I do?

Adeshi Mood : In Denial
Bugsy Mood : Probably sleeping :D
Yoshi Mood : Pictures still pending for JPEG conversion!

2009-04-11T07:46:00.005+08:00

Stale weekend story

Azel and me...

This week I have a difficulty focusing in whatever I do..be it work..play...photo editing..eating...blogging..you name it..i can't focus on anything :(
I miss our Karaoke session on Tuesday morning as my migraine came to visit me :( And I feel like a loser this whole week...I think this is what people call depression...I am so stressed and frustrated about everything! And it was hard to convert my RAW to JPEG this time..thanks to my depression level :(...so only have few picas..will try to upload more as I have some nice shots :D of Broga!

Even yesterday, when I saw my 'TO DO LIST', I feel like crying and when I speak, I confused people a lot...so my blog is not updated almost a week! But I have tonnes to tell tonnes to share...
Ok..let me tell you about my last weekend activity..It was a action packed weekend as usual...but what interest me the most is our morning hike to Bukit Broga Semenyih :) At first, I was cursing all the way up as I feel so tired...but once I was up there..it's worth it and there will be a second or third or fourth trip..I am very positive! And as usual, being Martha wannabe, I brought 2 types of sandwich for everybody!

Itenary :

The fellowship - Adesh, Azel, Alan and Donat
The weapon (in above sequence) - Canon 350D, Canon 400D X 3
Woke up & Shower - 5:00 am (come to think abt it again, I don't think shower is necessary that morning
Embarks the journey - 5:30 am
Tepi ladang kelapa sawit - 6:30am
Start hiking - 6:45am

And we took more than an hour to reach the peak since one of our friend gets easily tired..I thought I was the weakest link :p

There was a few pit stops along the way...during the pitstop this is what happening :
Old chinese couple passing by : almost 5
Favourite phrase : Berdiri..Jangan duduk (One of the uncle scold me kaw2..ask me not to sit down while taking my breath.and that uncle...using a tongkat!!! very old)
Favourite story : When Azel in FRIM, hiking their way up, she asked one old chinese uncle, how far is the canopy...and the uncle replies 'Kalau makan banyak...jauuuhh...kalau makan sikit...dekaaat'...so offensive and funny :D
Favourite scene : Me sliding down the path of Bukit Broga when going down :D
Most awaited moment : someone is falling down funnily without hurting themselves (this is my cruel plan..as usual)
Frequently used phrase by Azel : Lembu (she imagine if there is cows..it would be more more nicer) and also..sikit lagi nak sampai...
Frequently used phrase by Alan : Adoi (the always tired one)
Frequently used phrase by Donat : Chim chim (which refers to me - thats what he call me sometimes besides from Chubby) cos I am always here and there and slipping and sliding..like a wild cat
Frequently used phrase by Me : Sandwich? (cos I want them to empty the container!)

Photo taken from the first peak..

After our tiring hike..we reach the 1st peak..it was breathtaking..it seems higher that we have ever climb...very nice view..very nice grassy hill..and 2nd peak is nicer and you can photograph the 1st peak from above and you will look like you are on top of the world..and thats what I feel...except it's getting hotter and hotter even if it's just 9++am...

We climb down..or slide down for me...hungry hungry...

Taken from 2nd peak..looking down at 1st peak

Went to Restoran Yus...then me and Donat went back to the kelape sawit area as just opposite it, there is a Rabbit Farmland..(but here they sell rabbit meat as well :(- sighs..whyyyy) tonnes of rabbit...cute cute little creature! And I've been forced to make friends with the donkey that apparently follows my every footsteps and pace...I was scareddddddd :( he follows me here and there...when i try to run..he run as well :( huhuhuhuhu...

The mebbits..4/200?

Adeshi mood : ready for cukur jambul shoot
Bugsy mood : I want a lop ear gigirl :D
Yoshi mood : My sensor feels like brand new after the service @ canon yesterday!!

2009-04-04T09:55:00.003+08:00

Roger lost again :( - ATP Miami Sony Ericcson

http://tennis.com/features/general/features.aspx?id=169724

Major meltdown...The old him is back..the hot tempered Federer...

He smashed his racket!!!! Oh no...I was watching the rerun and decided not to after looking at this news :( I just couldn't bear seeing him like that...RF RF

People under a huge amount of stress tend to show their true colours...

And this synchronizes with whatever I feel right now :(

If Roger is down..I feel it :( and coincidentally...it comes around the same time as mine...

Nevertheless..(I know some of you are laughing at me reading this)..Roger Federer will always be my number 1..and Nadal number 2...

Mission - A picture next to Federer!!!!

Adeshi Mood : Frustrated...longing

Bugsy mood : Sleepy

Yoshi mood : Broga broga broga...

2009-04-03T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hello World

Ever noticed that every programming language will use 'Hello World' phrase for the first display session? So cliche..and I don't know why I am talking about this..it's just came to my mind!

I am alone at home...it's 11pm Friday nite..nothing to do as there is too much to do..ahah? Basically..too much to do leads to nothing to do due to laziness...and today I had a crazy day at the office..meetings (And I thought it's Good Friday hol in UK..but it's next week!) And I only starts work at 630pm :( with tonnes of deliverable...

And my dearest 2 guys Nasi Kerabu Guy and Chaiwalla a.k.a Wise Man - wonder why Chaiwalla is wise? really contradicts!) is not here in the office. I have an all girls room..which is ok..I can adjust my bra anytime I want :P or scratched my back freely :P (as if i didn't do it before :P) but the downside of side..less fun :( real less...and being typical women (ooopss...sorry..sorry...no offense) they are hardworking! Really hardworking people..and I am more on the masculine side when it comes to work...shortcuts..lazy..offensive..ignorant :) so it is really really bored..urgghhh

Oh..Nasi Kerabu Guy had a slip disc..no..nothing about compact disc..it's the backbone shifted or sprained or something..pretty bad..will only comes to work on 20th April. And yes, my partner in crime is no longer there..and had to work with a temp replacement Dimple Lady. No more undercover work for both of us...all overcover work now :P And Wise Man...being the teacher's pet to our Director has been summoned (LOL) to help the Lady Boss...but I know..he loves leaving the project.it gave him an excess baggage of fat as we always heart our heart out when the tension level rises.

My favorite wedges...Oh..I have such a looong middle toe? (is that what they name it?)

I bought a new sandal as my old wedges's hook was broken :( dammit...I hate spending on something unexpected but at least..I am enjoying my new sandals :D Anybody know where can I fix the hook or get a replacement? I reallly love it as Donat bought it for me :( and he handpicked those for me as welll..and I am into Red sandals nowadays :D

Oh..one of the topic in the Testing meeting that caught my interest..the Kingdomality test...most of my peers get either White Knight - Helpers or Black Knight - Challenger(..(half of the population)...And I feel a little bit proud as in my group (Explorer) there is only 8 people (we are the creative people who can plan effectively and creatively to meet the goal) and again..there is only 4 DISCOVER among the whole population of 101 people :) Too many creative people in Testing can create chaotic scene..we know how to find a way for something..even the bad way :)...and probably those walls are not white or blue anymore..I love maroon office wall for a change...and stained glass..not just frosted..and nice curtain..not blinders...ooohh...too many discoverer is way too dangerous..but we only have 2 maintainers...Testing needs more..they need to follow procedure blabalbalablabala!!!!!!

New discovery this week - I love plain water...i can drink it now without cordial :) wink wink..miss u dear...BUT..I put 3-4 slice of fresh lemon..so it tasted a bit sourish..and I looove it..no more plain taste or chlorine taste..and it's good for my health..as no sugar added..just lemon and a little of love for my body which makes it even better :D The Ribena on my desk is gonna be the last one :D I am now starting to buy Lemons Lemons Lemons...yummy...

OMG..I have written like a loooong and boring entry...ahh..nevermind..it's not gonna be published in Reader's Digest anyway! And can't wait to check out April's DCM :D It's gonna be fun.

Have you ever felt that sometimes your personality is form by people around you?

Adeshi Mood : Tired..and I need a summer dress...now now now!
Bugsy mood : I want to go out and play tonite...plsss..and i sometimes sneezes..hmm..doc?
Yoshi mood : Bukit Broga? Yippeee.....

2009-03-29T19:35:00.004+08:00

Sweet addiction

I admit! I have this addiction...with singing/karaoke-ing!!!

There was an episode called - Guilty Pleasures where me and my colleague went to a quick lunch+karaoke session at the Gardens Red Box! It was such a stress relief (for the moment it is)!! And everybody sang their heart out!

To our Chaiwalla's blog on karaoke! ----> The pen addicts

Donat, being told about sessions of karaoke escape that we had during in the day, wants one himself! Note - we both are crazy about singing since we met each other...weird right? We didn't invite anybody cos we want the session all for ourselves!!!

So, I went to Red box again for lunch karaoke yesterday!

It was worth it..

RM18++ (exc gov tax 5% and serv charge 10%)
1- 3 hour karaoke session in a nice cozy flat screen wireless mic room
2- Appetizer and desserts buffet
3- A nice set lunch
4- A drink

And we sang our heart and throat out :P It was tiring until both of us can't control our vocal anymore and sang off pitch on purpose. It was fun...And Viva La Vida has been sung twice by me :P..sooo addictive and HIGH!!!

And..things that I discover - My tone can carry Amy Search tone but not Awie...(Rock Kapak for the first time in karaoke!)

Adeshi Mood : Migraine on the weekend..nice huh?

Bugsy Mood : I am well prepared to play

Yoshi Mood : 8GB new CF card! Yay...RAW RAW RAW

2009-03-26T08:57:00.004+08:00

An Achy Breaky Thursday

It's not because of sword fighting...It's not because of the photo shoot..but I woke up at 5am this morning because of the pain...it's a hot day but yet I am shivering to the bone...I don't know what's wrong with me...It's the 1st time I experienced a pain like this :(

Maybe because of my tennis yesterday, yes I am not that FIT as I usually to be...
After the feet injury...no more running and have to retire from any sports or physical activities(wah, I sounds like a professional player now) LOL

Feel like taking a day off, medical leave, MC..whatever they called it..but I don't wanna miss the FUN at work! I am serious people...I don't want to miss Farahat's deliverable meeting at 11am today! Can't wait...For the 1st time ever I am not afraid to do any presentation..If only this project is only about singing, I'll be the star-employee then...oooppsss...

Did I mentioned singing..I mean presenting :)

Adeshi Mood : Body aching, but yet looking forward to work..lalalala
Bugsy Mood : My cage is smelly..please??
Yoshi Mood : Zzzzzz...

2009-03-24T23:24:00.004+08:00

Raining and my strength increases

It is raining...it was a dark day..a wet day...It is not a day that I love to live in...but yet, it is dark..gloomy.

I was in a camp, more like a university camp. It supposed to be a summer camp..but there is nothing summer about it..not even a gleam of sunlight to brighten the day. There I was, confuse and puzzled. I have my friends in the camp but still I feel distance.

It was a canoe race day!! I represent my house team..and yes..we won even though I am freaking scared of the lake since it is still gloomy and drizzling. I went up to our camp, there was a guy. Probably 1-2 years older than me during that time (I was around 20-22). He was smiling at me...and my house warden came in..introducing the guy

Warden - Adesh, this is my son, XXXX (I couldn't remember his name)
I smiled and said hi, handshake but he kiss my hand. Errkk..whatever. I don't really mind it since he is damn gorgeous...but I keep myself cool...the ego is always there :) He said, it was his destiny..to have the chance to meet me...to have the chance to be with me...errkk..WTH?

Then, the warden locked the door. I was afraid...she opened a box full of letters...full of documents...old transcripts...old books...and my picture was everywhere! I was like...ok..now what? these people are weird..the camp is weird..but the guy is damn gorgeous..and likes me in an instant?? So fishy...

The warden asked me :

Warden : How do escape from your last quest?

Adesh : I don't understand what are you talking about
Handsome : Adesh, I have been following your trail ever since you were born. You are not destined to be in the camp. This is all our plan...
Adesh : I don't understand..
Warden : Adesh, admit it..you escaped the dragon, you fought the monsters, you save the world. This is not the time to be humble. We are in danger.
Adesh : (Actually I was hiding my true identity) I should not be revealing this to any soul, I;ll be in trouble, evil will come faster than I know...and I am not sure whether I can trust anyone
Handsome : Trust me, trust us..(while hugging me..since you are drop that gorgeous i leave it)
Adesh : I don't know where to go, I feel weird. Somebody is following me. I can sense something big and evil is coming. I have visitors coming at 10pm every night..and all of them is my friend. I mean, what kind of friends planned to visit me at 10pm?

Suddenly the guard called me, saying that a visitor will arrive for me at 10pm. Things got really weird and scary (I dunno why but I can feel the goosebumps while writing this, maybe bcos I have experienced it) I went out, there was a chair..and it was a pitch black night...nobody outside. I was on my guard, I know something is not right...and the warden & son can sense it as well. They accompanied me outside, asking me to be on guard.

As strange as it may seem, my neighbour appearing from the dark street...saying Hi...hey what kind of person can walk in the dark and visit people at night on foot? Something is not right...I took out my pen and it changed into a shining sword that I swear even blind people can feel the ray of light! My neighbour turned into a scary ugly creature..standing on top of a car (Civic to be exact) then by just thinking, she was tortured by my mind. Everything is happening exactly as per what in my head, no sword needed, the creature is now turn into dust..vanish into thin air...

The warden & Son hugged me, saying that the place is no longer safe for us..and suddenly I woke up from my dream. What a dream..what a power :)

It is actually a dream influence by the book that I am reading right now, Percy Jackson. He is Poseidon child where he will grew stronger if there is any water elements nearby. And the cap is a perfect place for me since it is raining and raining without failed! In my dream somebody direct me there as he said I'll be safe there because the weather is on my side.

Sighs...how I wish I have superpower like that..Mind control :)

Btw..just added this 26th March, when I woke up..bruises on my thighs..and feet..without sword or superpower...I actually tried my ability on my bunny..but doesn't work

Adeshi mood : The headache just won't go away
Bugsy mood : Thanks for the hay
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzz

2009-03-24T22:54:00.005+08:00

I see balloons

Yay! Went to Putrajaya Hot Air balloon festival. It was a blast..we had fun! And for the 1st time I shoot in RAW. The output? Awesome..I was like jumping2 on my seat. How? I dun even know. but yes, I love RAW. Now need to buy 16GB memory card :D It took a lot of space!!

Look look at the picas...more and more here @ my Flickr

And we managed to get the sun glare effect pictures..cos I looove looking at it in http://www.jessicaclaire.net/ But I am not as good as her..not yet...one day I reckon!

My sun glare picas of donat and me :

Adeshi mood : I have this funny headache since Monday..feels like the brain is boiling..
Bugsy mood : Bunny binkies time!!!
Yoshi mood : Humming the song 'Satisfaction'

2009-03-22T00:10:00.003+08:00

Tonnes to tell!!!

I am back in KL :) An Unfortunate weekend so far to me despite of all the wonderful things that is happening...

Unfortunate weekend so far...and yes, some if not all the people might love seeing me in pain :) Do I actually target this to anybody? I don't know! Honestly...truthfully... :) But yes, again...some people might say "Padan muke Adesh..so sombong..so arrogant..so selfish..so self-centered" ahahahahaha..I will laugh and laugh if I had the chance hearing this :)

I Lost my handphone...and all of my friend's and enemy's number. It's hard for me to contact my friends or to annoy my enemies. Sighs..and I am totally unreachable via mobile..Internet only!

Please leave your phone number..anybody..everybody..every enemy...

Listen to my heart...
Very special friends - I want you to be as close as possible to my heart (When I sleep, my hp will be next to me, that is close enuff right?)
Special friends - I might need your help one day :P I need to have your number stored in my HP all the time1
Friends - I would like to keep in touch with u guys...
Contacts - I like seeing my contacts reach 200++ :) Please leave your num in my FB acc
Enemies - I'll get bored if I can't have fight with you guys. Number..please?
Rivals - How am I gonna know what you are up to if I dun have your num right?

Argh..just cut the crap! I need to have everybody's number back in my HP...please please please...

Suddenly a thought about a friend who dislike Justin Timberlake. Quote "He doesn't rhyme with the music, his voice doesn't suit the music, he sounds so weird, he looks weird, in fact in his older day in N'sync, he is not even the bets singer/voval. JC is the one" I think he is the opposite from my friend's opinion.. I love JT.

And this post is like writing whatever that came across my mind..no specific topic...and yes..another new stuff to play with :)

Adeshi mood : Tired, frustrated
Bugsy mood : You are back
Yoshi mood : My shutter jammed just now..i am sorry..won't happen again!

2009-03-19T16:45:00.007+08:00

Now about my Bunny

Bugsy is now almost 5 months old! And he is adorable as ever...

more picas here :D My FLICKR!!!

Actually this post is to push down the previous post!! Because the wise man and the skinny leng chai Justin timberlake wannabe had a good time laughing at it! Siut btol!

Adeshi mood : QA'ing scripts...but really had a hard time concentrating
Bugsy mood : Can I have a hp please? So that I can call u when u miss me?
Yoshi mood : reflector, battery, tripod...

2009-03-19T11:39:00.003+08:00

The Fairyland!

Have anybody heard about a place called Fairyland?

It's a place where dreams come true...
It's a place where you can be with the one you love...
It's a place where sad is not in the vocabulary...
It's a place where happiness grows in trees...
It's a place where human lives with animal happily...
It's a place where you can lie down under a cherry tree..reading books..all day long...
It's a place where green fields stretch longer than eternity...
It's a place where you proud to call it home...
It's a place where tears is not even exist...
It's a place where people live happily ever after...

Where is it? where can we find it? One of the answer, yes..heaven...
But, it is here..in our own heart..it's only the matter of finding it...

Have I found mine? Part of it yes..but it's too big to explore...I might need more than a lifetime before I can conquer it :D

Adeshi Mood : At the office..writing blog..what mood do u think i am in now? :P
Bugsy Mood : The bowls are not really heavy if I use my teeth to pick it up!
Yoshi Mood : I am more than prepared for wedding tomorrow. Only that I need a tripod for strobe session.

2009-03-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

The 3 holes

Hihihi...that is my ear piercing! I think everybody in the office who has bumped into me has already seen this...hihihi...I keep showing it to anybody who has come across me! I have 3 piercing for now on my left ear...feels like doing another 2 :P ahahhaa...but the pain is still there...it's like having a fever on your left ear only! But, I feel so so so damn cool with it!!

Came at 10++am this morning..and thank god that is my usual time as I have a meeting at 1030am! I arrived just on time! Pheww...it was a looong meeting..2++ hours...but feel tired since I do contribute a lot to it..usually I just pretend that I am a Bimbo during a meeting. Just for the sake of my own mind!

And today the bitchy and sarcastic working days continues...lose 1 or 2 sarcasm fight to the Wise Man..demmit..And as usual Nasi Kerabu Guy being charming as always, going to buy Nasi Kerabu for our boss tomorrow..isn't he cute or what? :P hahahahahaha...

I am still online to investigate on the inconsistency between the numbers from the report given by The Executioner :P

Discovery that I have made today :

1- My wires at home go haywire...3 of them almost destroyed due to Bugsy escape last 2 nights

2- I somehow own Discovery Channel, Nik owns Nat Geo while Farahat Zee channel (108 to be exact) hihihi..Chaiwalla

3- Bugsy is getting nottier...teenager!

Adeshi mood : Ok bugsy, time to go to bed..stop jumping around me :(

Bugsy mood : I want that wire!

Yoshi mood : 3 earrings!!!

2009-03-16T08:35:00.006+08:00

A Fruitful Sunday

Tennis with Donat..Amer..Fairuz..in the morning...it's fun and exciting and I am sooo gonna get my own racket, coach and tennis dress...wink wink..the dress part, wait until my thigh is slimmer..another 1-2 months!!!! For now I can only buy the AO tennis ball :D it makes me smile everytime I see it on my laptop table!

Evening...I did some crazy stuff...crazy since I am already 26..nearing 27...because it's kinda like a teenager's stuff! Somehow I remember that I have always wanted extra piercing on my ear :)
So...hihihihihi..ear piercing I went then! RM12 for a pair...and I pierced on the same left ear. My right earlobe is a little bit ugly (same like my brother)

How do I feel about it?? 3 words..Ouch ouch ouch...I thought it doesn't hurt that much!!! instead I feel numb..flushed..shocked and almost in tears...huhuhu..I think it's because I am older and the piercing is on the side of my earlobe..it's quite near to the bone...sigh..so now..I have 3 piercing on my left ear :D...fell like going for 5 next time, if I have the guts! And..the ears are still hurting :(

Adeshi mood : Hurting...and yes..lazy for work..karaoke karaoke...where are u?
Bugsy mood : Bunny binkies time!!! toing toing toing
Yoshi mood : Australian Open tennis balls are so sexy...erk??

2009-03-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

A call from a friend...

Fren : Adesh, jom tgk bola tonite...
Adeshi : Whaaattt? Aku dah lame gile tak layan
Fren : Ye ah kan sebab Nistelrooy tadek..meyampah aku
Adeshi : Memang ah..malas...siyes dah lame tak tgk (siyes dah lame tak hang out tgk bola)
Fren : Ye ah ye ah

I only knew that Man U vs Liverpool just now (4-1) kesian Man U...
Last time I am one of Man U fan..no more..too overrated...
And I don't watch football that much anymore...

Thinking back on all the football memory, makes my heart sad..all is gone..the memory is gone..the feeling is gone..it was one of our ritual during semester break..sighs...

And I still remember how mad I am when Netherland didn't play their best during world cup...I swore to strip off my shirt (watching at Hartamas)...I am serious! Result = draw..strip session cancelled...and the part that my friends never know until today..I dare to say that and hold on the promise is only because I have my spaghetti underneath my orange shirt! hihihi...cos they kidnapped me from my quiet night and dragged me to Hartamas to join the fiest!

Those are the days...
Those are the memories...

Mood : Confused...sad...depressed..mixed emotion..tennis..
Bugsy mood : Please...cage??
Yoshi mood : Rest for tomorrow...

2009-03-14T23:31:00.003+08:00

CERPEN or CERPAN ????

Another crazy thoughts from me :)

In Malay we called short stories - CERPEN...what is it? how did they derived the word? aaahh..then I realized...by marrying the the 2 words - CERITA PENDEK = CERPEN!!!

Yay..another useless thinking...and it's not over yet...

Why there is no CERPAN? CERITA PANJANG? :P

Mood : Tennis tomorrow...no tennis dress...err..i mean attire :P
Bugsy mood : Akak chim2..plsss clean my cage!
Yoshi mood : Do I have diff attire to wear for tennis?

2009-03-14T20:02:00.005+08:00

I am a DISCOVERER

Done a Kingdomality test during one of a team building session with Athene. I wasn't prepared since I was on leave the day before and took the test there and then. My personality is a discoverer! Yes, and I agree..I am a discoverer. I love new things...new experience..get bored easily! Most of the people (almost 80%) get either black knight or white knight. There are 12 character of people according to kingdomality and it is arrange using a clock dial. White Knight sits across black knight, discoverer sits across doctor on so forth. And the characters is divided into 4...so whatever character in the quarter will have slightly the same identity :)

I am a discoverer...being a discoverer..I wonder, if I took it twice what happen? Instead of doing it twice, I did it 5 times :P hahahaha...

3 times I am a Discoverer
twice I am a Benevolent Ruler

DISCOVERER
Your distinct personality, The Discoverer, might be found in most of the thriving kingdoms of the time. Your overriding goal is to go where no one else has ever gone before. Regardless of the number of available natural problems to be solved, it is not unusual for you to continually challenge yourself with new situations or obstacles that you have created. You are an insatiable explorer of people, places, things and ideas. You thrive on constant change and anything new or different. On the positive side, you can be creatively rational as well as open minded and just. On the negative side, you might be an impractical and indecisive procrastinator. Interestingly, your preference is just as applicable in today's corporate kingdoms.

The other colleague that I know having the same profile as me is Karen :)
Niza and Nik is a dreamer (unlike it's profile name, the overriding goal is to see the silver lining in everything)
Farahat is a Shepherd...awww...so cute...(overriding goal is to tend your human flock...what the??)

go to the test - http://www.cmi-lmi.com/enterppp.html
all profiles (only 10 listed here, seems like I couldn't find all of it) - http://www.sonoma.edu/users/n/nolan/501/kingdomality.htm

Donat and Syu is white knight (overriding goal is give to others with no thought of reward)

Interesting stuff right? :) At least for me..enjoy! (If you do take the test, feel free to leave the verdict in the comment section..no anonymous pls..embrace yourself!)

Mood : Confused, how can he possibly think like that? Argh...devastated weekend..no more fun and alone time :(
Bugsy mood : Yay, I have timothy hay now.
Yoshi mood : Tennis tomorrow? are you for real?

2009-03-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

What I have learned today...

"I went to a workshop at Shell this afternoon..." this phrase sounds like I went to a car workshop near a gas station :P...or actually I am the only soul that thought like that? Forget it...not important. The content of the workshop is important guys...but I feel the title is more important.

BAM Dual Maintenance (BAM is the support team @ Shell)

Well...first..the title is confusing! I'll correct that in the end of this tutorial.

It's actually about double maintenance work that need to be done by BAM to both Production system 4.6c as well as the ecc 6.0 which is our current SPNG client! Sound simple? Not really, this April the final refresh will happen where production system will be copied over to spng system..

****I actually paused watching Adam Lambert singing Black & White Michael Jackson! He rocks

And after that the system must be synchronized manually...there are flowcharts of procedures here and there balbalablabla...

Let me write this again and drop all the jargon ok?

HUSBAND POLYGAMY SYSTEM

Meaning...husband taking care of 2 wives. Simple huh? Then..1st wife...(current and still standing) will need to retain all her spending once the husband decided to have another addition to the family..2nd wife (SPNG) with added and upgraded features..wink wink..
So 1st wife have to make a few sacrifices for this 2nd wife. No more shoes..no more clothes whatsoever...Unless it is important (a matter of life and death only) then only she can spend her money. If not the husband will ask for a delay. And the priority should be decided by the husband's mom. So if the mother in law feels it's not that important she will reject her request, as simple as that. So, he asked his 1st wife to wait until he can balance out the life between these 2 wives - U know..janji2 manis (liars).. The 1st wife being so understanding, sacrifices for her beloved husband. What happened with the 2nd wife?

Aha! (this phrase is printed at the back of the leaflet) In the meantime, whatever the 1st wife asked for, the husband will actually took the idea from his mom and gave it to his 2nd one. What a man he is!!!

His 1st wife asked for a new Ferragamo shoes, his mom asked back, "Any emergencies for this? Will you not able to walk again if you are not wearing it? If not please wait until the date that your husband have targeted". And later knowing that he have extra to spend, he bought it for his 2nd wife but under a condition that she can never show it to the 1st wife until the target date. So she's been getting a lot of this presents etc. Whereas, 1st wife have to retain, sacrifice and live in misery.

The targeted date arrived...what happened? The husband divorce the first wife and upgraded his life with only 1 wife which is the second one. Make sense? I think yes it is...

And I think the person who decided on the workflow of dual maintenance is a person who actually have 2 wife...oopps...just a joke!

Just a joke from me really...my head can't stop thinking..ideas ideas ideas!!! My old self has now emerging bits by bit...

Adeshi mood : Thinking thinking...still depressed...nothing changed..
Bugsy mood : Clean cage..yay..Oxbow oat hay...yay
Yoshi mood : Where are you bringin me this weekend?

2009-03-12T09:14:00.002+08:00

MORE FINDINGS ON MYSELF

Well, what can I say..I amazed myself! Yesterday chatted about Viva La Vida songs with now 'Not So Handsome Guy' (mytfa0), I was relief to find out the songs is not about worship or prayer for Jewish or Christians. The chorus sounds doubtful :

...I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing...
...Roman Calvary Choir are singing...
...Be my mirror my soul blalalala...

In order to understand what does a song mean..don't just jump to the chorus or singing it while understanding it...all this method doesn't work..for me I mean... The best way to understand it is to read it as if it's an essay...read it over and over...

But for Viva La Vida, I have difficulties and consult the 'Not So Handsome Guy' (now I should change to 'Wise Man' - suit his age) and he think it's not about religions...more on the evil things that the guy has done...this phrase reflects it

...Saint Peter won't call me name...

After the chatting and copying MP3 session...'Nasi Kerabu Guy' (mynni3) said - Adesh, you are listening to a lot of British singer lah!

Only then I realise :D hahahaha..I never noticed it myself...

Coldplay - recently
The Killers
Duffy
Amy Winehouse
Mika
Sophie Ellis Baxtor

All this artist is always in my evergreen play list :D

Adeshi mood : out from the ICU...
Bugsy mood : Not as naughty as yesterday
Yoshi mood : I can't wait for this weekend...dear, are we going to Bukit Broga?

2009-03-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

A normal weekdays that is not so normal after all...

As usual, I will always be late for my first day at work after a holiday...It feels like a part of me died when coming to work after a good weekend. And trust me, the weekend alone is the best that I had ever had!

Conversation at the office : I used Handsome Guy to refer to my colleague TF :) I know this will make him happy and smiling when he's reading about it. And yes, his wife is a good cook! I never actually tasted any yet I think!

Handsome guy : Eh Adesh, you look moody...lazy to come to work is it? Well, what's new about that with you ya. Everyday lazy one!

Adesh : (Smiling) Well, nothing new about being lazy to come to work. (Laughing)...

This is something that is hidden between the line...

Handsome guy : Eh Adesh, you look moody...lazy to come to work is it? Well, what's new about that with you ya. Everyday lazy one! HIDDEN (true facts about me)
Adesh : (Smiling) FAKE Well, nothing new about being lazy to come to work. (Laughing) HALF FAKE...HIDDEN***well, something happen...I am in a very very uninspiring mood...leaving my weekend behind...the weekend that I suddenly woke up from a dream or something...and realize that I have not led my life to a position where I suppose to***

Has anybody suddenly struck by this thought? I might sounds like a middle age crisis man, but 'something special' made me realize that this is not the life I intended it to be...and analyzing it back the whole day..makes me think...does the word amend, correction or even planning really exist in reality? It's an easy question for a non-dreamer who can live in a secure and moderate world but for an adventurous person like me...life is nothing about correction, planning etc..but I see it as a place to try, learn, explore new things, taking up challenges etc. Along the way, somebody might get hurt...And none of this is happening anymore in my life. No more thrill...no more crazy stupid things happening...

What should I do? Do I need a psychiatric?

The song Insatiable - Darren Hayes somehow in a way relates to my mood now...I dun have any idea why..but I keep humming it while writing this blog!

Adeshi mood : 1 am GMT +8 and yet..still wide awake...and I think I should just explore the world...ignore the fear and people's feeling

Bugsy mood : Pellets for supper...(oh yes, yesterday there was an accident involving his hind legs...will blog about it later)

Yoshi mood : I love shooting Bugsy..such a great model..we kinda have chemistry!

2009-03-06T08:58:00.003+08:00

Hunter while Hunting

I loove people taking pics of me while I am hunting! But usually, need to control the stomach etc..so that the posture looks good without those bulging2...I think some managed to shoot my weird pose when I am doing a low angle shoot...it must be so horrificly ugly until they just delete it straight from the camera!

Weekend is tomorrow...1 day wedding shoot (relative-this is why Perhentian for me had been cancelled) and what I am going to do the rest of my 2 days??? Anybody up to shoot pictures of gardens? lake? macro? ancient building?????

Taken by mudme during the photo race...

Again during the photo race...

Last year @ Singapore with dearest friend...love my friend's gesture at the back of the pic!

Notice that I had the same shorts for all my hunting activities?? Hahaha..And Pink t-shirt (not the same shirt)

Mood : Exhausting week...today endless meeting

Bugsy mood : Gigit cage bar! Makan Hay..Oxbow only!

Yoshi mood : I wanna go out this weekend

2009-03-04T07:56:00.003+08:00

Hello...meet my best friend..Pivot...

Pivot or known as Pivot Table is my new best friend. Last night I spend almost 2 hours figuring him out..this includes exploring him..getting to know him and such..

I was introduced to him yesterday evening (I knew him before this, but no proper introduction done between us). Thanks to Cicakman who introduced us. I started working on him somewhere around midnight and it took me until 2 a.m to get to know him! What a complicated person. I've decided that the time spent is not enough...so, I woke up early and spent more time on him...awww...he's such a darling!

In the end, I don't really quite know his true ability as I am 'copying' the base idea of him from Cicakman. So I think, rather than figuring him myself, I just took Cicakman's opinion on him and live with it.

Pivot..I love you! Thank you very much Cicakman for introducing us. I will never forget this sweet memory...

Mood : Exhausted...my spline is hurting :(
Bugsy mood : On top of the world with Oxbow!
Yoshi mood : Oh no..I am not in the dry box yet!

2009-03-03T08:23:00.004+08:00

Our candid pictures throughout the race...

I don't feel like posting anything (the previous blog would scroll down and nobody will know the 3rd place story)! Hihihi...

Throughout the race, there's camera everywhere. My advice to those who rarely hangs around with photographers. They LOVE taking candid pictures!!! And always be careful on what you are doing as their eye is everywhere...they can zoom from across the street and a picture of you picking your nose etc :D

Some pictures of us..i must admit...the one with me and anul are damn funny! Credits to DOME, BIGBROTHER and CHOT for these candid pics!

Anul is not even wearing his shoes when they announce us as the 3rd place winner!!!

The pics in the laptop is mine!

The making of...Reading!

Reading...pura pura

I know somebody is shooting my pics..but I just ignore it..to help the photographers taking a natural candid!

Checkpoin num 2..I am exhausted!!!

Picture of the day - this is damn funny! We are actually trying to create 'FIVE' with anul fingers with KLCC backdrop! but we didn't submit this pictures after all!

Mood : Oh no..work today?

Bugsy mood : jilat kaki

Yoshi mood : rehat dlm drybox!

2009-03-01T01:13:00.011+08:00

FMDC Amazing Photo Race...(makes me smile)

I was just about thiiiissss close to actually retreat from this event...BUT..being a friend in need (yeah right!) I forced myself to hold on to my words...

A lil' elaboration on the format of the contest shall we? For those who is curious what the hell is this contest...race? photo? race to get a photo? shoot a photo about people racing? No! It is quit similar to the Canon Photomarathon but this time it was organized by the Fotomedia forum peeps...thanks guys!

We have to work in a group of 3..
Donat..Captain Hasnul(soulezshifter)...and ME
...and there was 16 group participating. We have 3 Checkpoint..and at every checkpoint we need to shoot pictures according to the theme given. For checkpoint 1 and 2 where the time limit is 2 hours each, we need to complete 15 theme!!! Ting tong...I can see - more effort needed-a really loooong day-a tiring day- a dehydrated version of me- the cranky version of me- the moody version of me- the bitchy version of me! As if my weekdays of effort is not enough!

Checkpoint 3 we need to provide 5 pics and answer around 20 questions which I feel, we scored! Hihi..okok..enough said...here's the pictures submitted from our group...
GROUP 12 : Hengusyhan..(read-hingusan-newbies)
I was having a terrible headache due to the hot weather and almost pull back (deeeep down in my heart) and feels like fainted if I stand up and puking when I talk to people!! Points were evaluated from the pictures theme, quiz and our timing (if you are the last team to arrive...there will be no pints given!)

And by the way, did I already mention???

We won the 3RD PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And to tell you the truth, I don't even have the tiniest bit of hopes on winning this..I mean..I am using an OLD camera..I only have my kit lens and 50mm(which 90% used thoughout the contest due to my laziness of changing lens)..in fact, our submitted pictures is simple! I was startled to hear the organizer announced 'HENGUSYHAN'...whooosh..a sudden relief to my headache..no ponstan..no fresh milk..the headache are now GONE GONE GONE!!!!

Checkpoint 1
1- Healthy Lifestyle
2- Reading
3- Sweet
4- Sculpture
5- Free
6- FIVE
7- Shining
8- Speed
9- Wrinkle
10- Narrow
11- Power
12- Soft
13- Islamic Pattern
14- Curved
15- Farther & Kid

Check Point 2
1- Heritage
2- Graffiti
3- Preparation
4- Uniform
5- Original
6- Hanging
7- Colourful
8- Heavy
9- Empty
10- Teamwork
11- Wet
12- Artist
13- Stripe
14- Broken
15- Bridge

Checkpoint 3
1- Tasty
2- Resting
3- Group photo with Welcome to KL Sentral signboard..(with the exact caption)
4- ERL model
5- 2 group members with 2 strangers

Compulsory Pictures
1- Reflections on the street
2- The beauty of KL
3- Modern transportation
4- Hunter while hunting

I will upload the pics tomorrow morning..seems like the Internet is a little bit slow tonight!!! And I need my beauty sleep for tomorrow's event!

The picts are here!!! -
http://flickr.com/photos/shahfiq/sets/72157614474321111/
or
my facebook album (too lazy to upload in flickr)

Mood : Tired...yet smiling
Bugsy mood : running...napping...drinking...
Doshi Mood : Active shutter makes me happy!

2009-02-27T09:17:00.002+08:00

Oh Yesterday!

It was a very long day..a tiring day indeed...started my day early around 9 am (for me it's early as I am working on evening shift) and feeling so excited. We went for a karaoke session at Red Box Plus The Gardens!! Yay!! I went to the office first to setup my laptop and do some stuff...and walked down to Red Box when Farahat arrived. I thought Nik is still sleeping :P but he managed to make it even if it's a little bit late. Good try Nik! :P

It was worth it! RM16.50 per person with a lunch set, salad buffet, drinks, the most important part is 3 hours of entertainment and fun all the way...(all the way..sing it ala celine doin :P)

Night time..went for dinner at Athene's crib...such a lovely place! Loving it! But it feels like a little bit of lacking of soul..hmm...just pretend that you understand...it was quite a lengthy dinner..and my back exhausted due to sitting at the dinner table for hours!!! Oh dear..oh dear..I was very tired when I reach home..and btw..thanks for the ride home Nik :D My donat was toooo lazy to pick me up since it was almost midnite :( (I told him I should be leaving around 10pm..yeah right!) Back home..Bugsy needed attention...ok Bugsy..I miss you too Bun..I open the cage and there he was..licking my face hands and asking for me to pet him. Ok ok...It was a nice feeling when a rabbit licks you..as it is they only licks people/other bunnies that they really love...and if you are a human..it's means more..meaning they love you to bits! So..changing his wood shave..cleaning the cage..pheww...then off to sleep!!!!

Woke up and feeling exhausted...a little bit dizzy as well..planned to come early for the pre-sale everywhere...ok..before that Adesh..check your Maybank online...damn it! still no sign of salary..fine..I couldn't take the nice tour to Isetan then..sob sob...But I need a nice shorts and hat for tomorrow's photo marathon (again!) and yes..I will give up after one hour of walking around in town with cameras trying to get the best shot! But at least if I have a nice shorts, I would feel a little bit excited if not much...

Mood : penat..malas keje again cos cannot have the detour...
Bugsy mood : relaxing..lying down...looking at me..okok..I will pet u in a while ya!

2009-02-26T10:29:00.002+08:00

Am I THAT young?

I don't think I look young...sometimes I think I look older than my age...but sometimes..people mistakenly thought that I am young...how young? Let me write down a few series of 'young' events -

1- Last year..during Hari Raya...I've waited for my sister to pick me up at R&R Tapah..(tumpang my friend yang tinggal kat kedah - thanks Su..)...I already sms-ed her half and hour before arrival..but being her..she only woke up and took a bath half an hour after I arrived..and another half an hour for the journey (it should be 10 mins..but she was a new driver..bear with it)
During my 1 hour stay at R&R..to be exact in front of Baskin Robbins..the waiter suddenly turned into a monkey :P
He flirt and flirt...he even offered me ice cream..but I refused (bulan puasa la..nasib la tak amek eventhough mase tu tak pose :P)..then I said..'adik..akak ni dah tua la for you..pergi la cari budak muda2..ramai tu ha..'..and he is baru habis SPM..huhuhuhu...he said..one or two years older should be ok blabalbalablablaa...aiyo...then I said..I am waaay tooooo old for this flirt game...makes me feel ashamed of my age :( then he make a guess...I am at least not more than 23 years old..maximum...errkk...wrong..i told em..I am 26..(last year laa)..they are very very surprised...and didnt believe it :P but then 1 hour of chatting with him...haishh...thanks to my sister :(

2- This morning masa turun lif...my neighbour asked..'Sekolah lagi ke?'...arrkkk???? Aiyaa...

3- At The Curve weekend bazaar while browsing for simple tote bag 'Beli la adek..ini kalau bawak pergi kuliah manyak bagus..buku semua boleh letak...manyak stylo'...huwaaaaa

And more series of young events that I can't even remember...but honestly..I dont think I look young...but I do feel young inside :D

Mood : waiting for lalalala

2009-02-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

Working From Home

I am working from home today...It's nice since I have the comfort since now I am suffering from menstrual pain :( Despite the comfort...the stomach is not helping me at all..and the workload? Same as usual...except that I don't have to meet people that I don't get along very well...

Mood : sakit perut la...dah 2 biji ponstan telan..still tak ok...should I go for the 3rd one?

2009-02-23T12:38:00.002+08:00

Rabbit stories that makes my soul revived!

Please read this - http://www.rabbitadoption.org/pops.html

Mood : Missing mine

2009-02-23T11:24:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR NEW BORN DAUGHTER!!!

For the new parents - Rifqan Asri and Anis...
Congratulations!!!

You have been blessed with a lovely baby girl - Alya Arianna (I'm not sure on the spelling)

Alya will definitely brings joy and happiness to both of you...Hope both of you will be a good parents!!

Mood : malas keje yang teramat!

2009-02-23T00:43:00.003+08:00

My Findings on the Internet

It is not surprising how poor my knowledge is in the business related topics. When I read all those bombastic words and terms in one of the website, it makes my head spins, but not in the negative way...in a positive way...or in other word, mind stimulating!

This is the part that caught my attention while flipping through the content of something called Corporate Culture - Yes, it is for CDP...hihi :

LOSING ORGANIZATION - 9 signs
1- Fuzzy Vision
2- Lack of Leadership Skills
3- Discouraging Culture
4- High Bureaucracy
5- Lack of Initiative
6- Poor Vertical Communication (If it's not because of SPNG, I wouldn't know that 'Vertical' is used widely in business terms :P...I thought it's only for photographs!)
7- Poor Cross-functional Collaboration (This one sounds like one of my meetings :P)
8- Poor TEAMWORK
9- Poor Idea and Knowledge Management

And sorry to say this...no offense to anybody..but I somehow feels that the symptoms is already here...here I mean here...huhuhu....

Mood : Sleepy...worried (CDP is only 70%)

2009-02-19T09:05:00.002+08:00

WHAT A COINCIDENCE!

After writing yesterday blog about being true to myself in workplace...I watch Oprah for a while while waiting for my taxi.

The topic is about Women at work. And the person that she's interviewing has almost the same characteristic as mine.

She's a 'pleaser' at workplace...Do whatever people ask (even if it's changing her personality) just to please the boss...to get increment..to get better position...to get recognition...And..after 8 years...She's not appreciated...she became frustrated...she had breakdown...(I am not there yet...trust me..even 2 years is waaaaay too long for me...

She said, she's a good actor...she acts everyday..until she hates herself..she can never remember her real self anymore..uuh..scary...

After those blablabla...then she is now opening her own shop. Living happily with the family and she can be true to herself.

Well..most of the women in this show..quit. They take the risk and fortunately it works. Hmm...I am thinking...the clock is ticking...My head is spinning...

Time for a change? Should I explore the world and leave this all behind?

Mood : Shock, rational, logic, intuitive

2009-02-18T08:57:00.002+08:00

Me or not me?

People always thought that I am a sweet talker, soft spoken etc...hihi...WRONG!
People always thought that I changed because of my environment...WRONG!

This is the TRUTH...

I try to be a sweet talker etc and sometimes put an effort to act like one...in other word..diplomatic
I tried and it works...but until the point that I hate myself doing that..or when I feel too much acting makes me sick...then came my real self.

I am not saying I am a bad mouth or anything..no..but usually I talk on what I want to...no matter how hard it is on the other side..I have practiced this 'free talk' since young until I graduate...And this explains why I have less friends but a very true friend indeed where we still stick until now...Boys hate me in high school..saying that I am stubborn...well..usually the other girls just follow their ideas opinions etc...aha..not for me and my buddies (8 of us)...until they call us Geng gagak hitam. People who disagree with them is their enemy...

But working life forced me to be someone that I don't. I tend to compromise (a good thing but too much is sickening), I tend to be queit and do whatever the boss says...etc etc...

Now, I feel like I should take off the mask..and let the world face the real me...I know, I might get warned here and there(It happens before)...but...I don't care...I am revealing myself bit by bit as I think I have low confidence in being the real me...(usually all the thoughts..stay inside)

Thinking about the faces that I am gonna see at work..makes me wants to puke...eeeuuuwww...another day facing the nutheads...

Mood : Angry, Mad, Lazy, Lazy, lazy...can't wait to go back

2009-02-12T12:48:00.002+08:00

Waiting and hoping and praying...

I am praying hard...

I have put 220% hope...

I am waiting for a happy ending....

2009-02-11T08:56:00.003+08:00

Dreams

I hope my dream last nite came true...

I hope everything will be ok...

I can't concentrate..on anything except one thing...only that matters now...

I am dragging myself everyday..to pay the bills...

U know, I can live in the village and not work..and get married and have kids..and chilling all day long...

But that's not the life I intended to live (I think)...

I like to life the live that I am living now except that I don't have to work..having all the luxury that I have right now (Perhaps more?)

I know that is too much to ask...

For now I only pray and ask for one thing...and I hope my prayer will be answered...

Mood : worried

2009-02-10T12:30:00.002+08:00

Unpleasant Detour

Again...
I made the unpleasant detour...
I hope this time it will be fine...
I hope everything will going on smoothly from this moment on...

Mood : Worried, sad, no mood for work, brain freeze

Oh ya, btw I am writing this in the office :P

2009-02-09T17:43:00.003+08:00

10, 000 lies that leads to frustration!

I am freaking mad! Lies and lies and lies and more lies?? That is why I love rabbits, they never lied (maybe because they can't talk? :P)

I have 3 vet clinics that I used to go...

From 3 clinics only 2 says it is good to give green veggies...

From 3 clinics only 1 have rabbit specialist...

And from that 1 specialist comes the phrase that I can never forget "No..rabbits can't eat green veggies until they are at least 6 months old!"

And that really explains why..why..and why...

My babies...my babies...:(

With this statement, I can only say only 1 vet is countable!

Rabbit is considered exotic pets in Malaysia, hence not many vets are knowledgeable about rabbits :(

Mood : Frustration, hate, sad, indigestible, did i mention sad?

2009-02-03T08:26:00.003+08:00

My Dutchy the duchess

Isn't she adorable? She? I thought I have 2 bucks? Now I have 1 buck 1 doe? Well, being an amateur rabbit owner, I do make mistakes on determining their gender. Last weekend, while my rabbits hanging around in the living hall with me, suddenly bugs is acting strange...He chase baby dutchy non-stop. Looking at this situation, I suddenly thought that dutchy might be a doe instead! Then..Bugs bite her neck and...aijoor...then I scream and put dutchy into the cage. Hmm, I think it's a gurl! So, their cages have ben separated and each got smaller space!

And I think, I am gonna buy another 2 rabbit, bucks and does as I htae seeing rabbit living alone in the cage since now they have been separated. Huhu..I hope I can handle 4 rabbits at 1 time!

Mood : Lazy for work...up for something!

2009-02-02T09:09:00.008+08:00

Roger lost to Nadal :(

He played his best...

He tried his best...

But LUCK is not on his side...

FATE doesn't have his name written on it...

It's hard for him :( and I felt for it!

Maybe next year's Australian Open Roger!

runner up..not good

If it's me, I dunno whether I can be firends with the rival that took my crown away :(

Sad Moment :((

Mood : Sad, down, but looking forward for karaoke-ing this evening with fellow friends. Thanks Aby for the treat!

2009-02-01T09:35:00.002+08:00

Bugsy..Bugsy

This is my rabbit. I love him to bits...I like to cuddle him..but he likes to run free :P

He eats a lot of fresh green...and would eat nothing that is less than fresh...

Ok, I should stop...My writing sounds like a primary school kid writing about her pet!

Mood : Wondering where to go...