ROGER LOSING IN WIMBY AFTER 5 YEARS...DAMN!

tough lost for him...I am crying too

If I am in his place..my face will be bitchier than this :(

Before the match..look at his Cardie..superb

He won it..:( damn

Yes..he lost Wimbledon to Rafa in 5 set battle 6-4, 6-4, 6-7 (5-7), 6-7 (8-10), 9-7, which took them almost 5 hours. It was a tough lost for him..as a BIG fan..I feel the dissapointment that he is facing...a line fro Rudyard Kipling's poem "IF" that is written in the Centre Court entrance summed up this final :

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on'

Okie..congratulations Rafa..and I am not very sure whether I am still his fan or not...I like him but after he beats Roger..I am not sure where do I stand now...

SIMPLE TALK ON "BUSY"...

Some people claimed they are too busy and occupied wif work...and they keep on writing blogs about it...

Now..I am one of them...with a slight different...yes..I was and am too busy wif my work..my job...and my life...my long lost reborn hobby and of course my relationship..juggling these everyday driving me crazy...and that is why I haven't updated my blog since like ages..because I am busy...I am too tied up wif work and can't even write my own blog...I was too busy until somehow the idea of breaking up came to me...it is just because I can't take the pressure to concentrate on everything that is going on with my life...It's more to lesser the burden for me and other people..ok..no...i am still not single...I am only giving the break up idea a thought :D

I just can't do it...somehow I kinda made it..maybe...and that is why I am writing this blog...I have a bit of free time..ample time..
And I just hate it when people whining about how much workload that they have..and giving credits freely to themselves...I just hate this kind of people..and also ungrateful people...yes..these people exist in my life...and they are out there somewhere...

And yes..while I am writing this..Roger is down 2-0 to Nadal in Wimbledon...sigh...what a fate...just like me...

I CAN'T SLEEP

What the hell is going on my eyes? Usually I can sleep whenever I want..wherever I want. Now I just want to take an evening nap before working @ 4:00pm and yet it's the hardest thing to do right now. I've turn and tossed for almost an hour but yet...to no avail.
Man, I am very sure by the time I start my KT session with the Canadian I will be f**king tired and sleepy. Sounds like I need a glass of Starbucks coffee here!!!

TERGIGIT LIDAH...SAKIT..MAYBE THE FEELING IS WORSE!!!

OR..DOES IT REPRESENT SOMETHING EVEN MORE TERRIBLE THAN WORSE??

Tadi...tergigit lidah..ouch...thought that it is a normal cut..but..tengok2 kat cermin dalam lif (nasib baik sempat close the door before orang berlari2 nak masuk)...teruknye...bengkak and kaler hitam seperti lebam :( sighs...

I guess today is really not a lucky day for me...semua benda tak menjadik...very bad luck...when I am driving..I feel something bothering me...and I did redundant work last nite until 3 a.m...And I can't concentrate during the training...and yes..the tergigit lidah thing !

But I guess the most terrible of all is what happen during this exact date in 2004...Four years ago...it's 27th May 2004 and everything went wrong that day...terribly wrong..worst day of my life ever :( undeniably sad...

Well...I guess people hardly knows this but 4 years ago..on this exact date and almost the exact time..my mother passed away because of heart attack in Hospital Ipoh...No sign..no warning...She left us without signs :( She neither sick nor suffering from heart desease...but yes...Her time has come to an end...And part of me had come to an end..together with her memory..

I could never forget her...even in my pinkest of health or my worst pf time...I will always love her unconditionally...She always appeared in my dreams...Hugging and kissing me...Telling me advice...which somehow relates to my current situations...And in my dreams..she is not alive...as people will assumed she is...But in all my dreams somehow she's dead...but allowed to visit us on ad-hoc basis which neither both of us knowing. WHne she's given the chance...she will come...And at the end of the dreams she will wave goodbye to me as her time has ended...she has to go... :(

And I remember waking up from my dream...Crying...alone...without mummy :(

Let's sedekahkan Al-Fatihah pade Almarhumah Robiah bt. Othman..semoga rohnye dikalagan orang yang beriman...Amin :)

I miss u mak..I love u mak...

THE WHOLESOME WEEKEND

It was tiring, it was exhausting, it was amusing and best of all...it was terrificly FUN!
I will say that my last weekend is kinda mix emotion on the positive and negative side of me...

Saturday

Swimming class from 9:00am-12:00pm...this is my 2nd class and together with me is Syaz, Yang and Anis. Great accompany but I seriously didn't understand why is my confidence level was so low that day. I can't even float like I used to. And my fear is controlling my body and I can't even do the breast stroke's feet movement that we have just learned, I guess it was a really bad day for me. I came home feeling exhausted and disappointed with myself. I only go out at night watching Speed Racer in Alamanda. Great movie as I have the memory of watching this cartoon when I was very young. And I do enjoy the cartoon a lot!!!

Sunday

Another swimming class. Now I feel better. I have gained my confidence back and fight the fear. We learn the hand movement, and breathing in a 2m pool and learn to kick ourself from the pool floor up, and best of all...terjun2 dari tebing! It was terrifying moment where you need to jump and fall into the water? Sound like a no winner for me. But instead of thinking too much, I just jump like a bird..yes seriously like a bird and that makes my technique wrong. You have to keep your hand straight or up during the jump, instead, my hand is totally like the titanic style (Popular hand gesture by DeCaprio and Winslet in Titanic) and it makes me hard to touch the pool floor. It was fun and I was very happy to gain my courage again..so in the evening I bought another swimsuit from Arena in Pavilion. They have the item on sale and I get it with only RM74 for a top and shorts. Not bad huh?

Monday

I know, this is not weekend but I do feel great about myself today. I have no Monday blues. Maybe because the 3rd class is this evening and I can't wait to dip myself in the pool..wink2..and even better..can't wait to wear my newly bought swimsuit!! wuhuuuuu....

Wish me luck today!!!

The so-called Fire Drill @ TH Perdana

Eventhough I have worked for 2 years in Arinso, this is the 1st time I experienced the fire drill practice in TH Perdana..it's almost like a virgin to this practice in the building (~~Like a virgin...touched for the very first time...*madonna 's hit 80's single in the background~~)

So, we've been informed that the practice will be somewhere around early May. And, making the right guess it's this week. And they did it today. But, why are they doing it at 10am??? mean most Arinsonians are not coming to the office yet(if i knew i will extend my beauty sleep until 10am..sigh) So, those who just came in informed me that the Fire truck is already downstairs...and before the alarm rang, I make my way down from 33rd floor to ground by the ELEVATORS :D. Pretty smart huh? Downstairs, there are a lot of arinsonians waiting at the boulevard of the broken dream. Some of them are just arrived and some of them are already prepared. Yeah, we are all very good in escaping ourself from trouble. That is what a good consultant does!!

Most of us (including me) making our way to the Starbucks, foodcourt and kopitiam to just lepak while waiting the fire demo to finish. I mean, I am not gonna stand there for an hour just to watch the demo that I have already seen a million times before. Well then, that's how a fire drill practice should be done...without haste, without sweat...and without pain..and even with food, drinks and good companion!!!

* notice that during high school or college the frie drill is always at 3am in the morning??? sighs...

MY RED KLIPPAN

27th April 2008, I bought my Red Klippan. After looking around at other furniture shops available in town for maybe another cheaper alternative, finally I settled down with Klippan. It's kinda cheap and comfy..and of course being me..I love RED and I LOVE IKEA!!!
Now I need to find a matching rug for this new Klippan and invite people over to hang out :D
Do you think I should look around again or just go straight to IKEA? hehehe...

THIS MORNING...KNOCKED DOWN

The traffic was bad...the attitude was bad. I was on my way to work when an old woman cross the road. And the traffic was bad..so she should be crossing it without much problem...I can see she's just came from a groceries store as I can see Greens and stuffs...then I stop and she crossed in front of Cicak and me...but then..suddenly I heard a banging sound...And there she was...lying on the street with her stuff all scattered. The cat next to me hit her...she almost reach the other side of the road as she was hit by the left edge of the car. Crazy car..I dunno why it won't stop and give way...as the distance between him and the other car is not more than 1 car wide...get what I mean? This is stupid street behavious that I hate most in men...they just want to drive fast..konon2 macho and finally...jadi macam ni la...poor lady..but I wonder how was she manged to get up very quickly while packing up her things..and the guy? Is not even out from the car...come on..everybody have to go to the office...and this guy proves that Malaysian are selfish...

FEDERER LOST IN MONTE CARLO MASTERS SERIES...
RAFA WON...THE KING OF CLAY...

It is sad...he is lost but losing to the King of Clay, not bad for Roger as he fight 5-7,5-7 in a straight set. And I guess Roger is back...playing better than ever...And congrats to Rafa...I love you too..but I love Roger more...hahaha...But Rafa set a world record when he won both the series for single and double performance. What a King of CLAY he is!! And this is the 4th time he won Monte Carlo MS...and his still have his impressive 99-98 won in clay court...(1=lose to Roger in Hamburg)

WHAT THE PLAYERS SAID

Nadal: To win a fourth consecutive Monte-Carlo title? "Is very special moment for me. I played all the tournaments this year very well, but I didn't play the last match of every tournament well because I lost easy in Australia, I lost easy in Indian Wells and I lost easy in Miami... So winning for me fourth time in a row is very, very special. Probably one of the nicest tournaments of the world. At 0-4 in the second set? "Just think about I gonna lose the set, but try to lose the set 6-2, not 6-0 or 6-1 to go to a third set with good feelings. "That's what I was thinking at that moment and I just try to fight every point because he was playing fine and I was going a little bit more behind the court, one meter behind. So he has the control of the court, of the point, always in that moment. I thought I have to go a little bit more inside and try to fight for every point."

Federer: "I thought I played okay. Disappointing second set, I guess, after playing the right way against him and then letting him back into the match. It was disappointing. Maybe I didn't play my best for sure. But it's tough against him and he deserves to win in the end... because he's a helluva clay court player. "Honestly for me it's a very positive week of coming back from the brink in the first round, and beating great players on the way to the finals. I'm pushing Rafa today, having the feeling I can beat him, if I play the right way. And I think that's the feeling I didn't have after Monaco last year. "The amount of times I got broken today wasn't what I was hoping for but at least I was finally able to break him also on several occasions, which is the good part. Maybe my attacking game didn't work that well maybe like in the past against him."

The Final Score

Rival but friends..how sweet

Winning the Monte Carlo ATP MAsters Series for 4th consecutive years!!

Trying his best...I know you are

THE PD TRIP/BBQ

Well..my friends are always buzy, so I followed Donat's team for a weekend getaway in PD. Agenda? simple...Lepak, chatting, BBQ and mandi laut. And the best part is..I marinated the chicken myself..and it tasted soo good..bangga2..and finally I can show my cooking skills to people :D And, I loove cooking...I found satisfaction and comfort in it...ahahaha...well now..let the pictures tell the story! I was at the grill all the time with the guys during the BBQ...I am so loving it!!

the view from apartment

Donat's fren..and mine too now! Donat, Yana, Aie, Lin, Tie, Norzam and Sarah.

Funny faces together (*_*) wink2

Lin, me, yana and Tie.

chicken wing, chicken thigh, chicken breast, chicken...

Chicks and franks...

The chicks are on Fire!!! Bomba..bomba!

Lepak and chatting masa baru sampai @ apartment

I am trying my best here ok!!

ROGER FEDERER WON ESTORIL OPEN (clay court)

Finally he won his first title for year 2008 against Nikolay Davydenko when he retire in second set due to injury. With his new hired clay coach, I hope he will make it in Roland Garros and claim his 1st Grand Slam title for Clay court!

*same hat again (*_*) wink~wink

Federer: “It feels great to win a title again and the circumstances were unfortunate. It would have been nice for Nikolay to finish. I think it’s the first time in my life that someone has retired against me – in 70-80 finals. It was cool in the cold conditions, but it is a great start to the clay-court season to win a title.
“It’s a good week for me to start off with. I think [Higueras] is happy for me, he didn’t confuse me and we’ll be off together to Monaco for hopefully a good week there.
“Nikolay felt something at the end of the first set, I saw Nikolay holding his leg before the changeover. I congratulated on a great run in Miami, Davis Cup and it is unfortunate to celebrate a win in this way. I’m still very proud to have won this tournament.”

TAKZIAH TO KAK ITA

Who is Kak Ita? My former Team Leader in Teliti Computers. She just married to Major Wan Johan for about 9 months. She lost her husband this morning because of heart attack...It's sad to think about it when she is almost at the end of her pregnancy and...nothing left to say :(

*Al-Fatihah to Major Wan Johan