Tonnes to tell!!!

I am back in KL :) An Unfortunate weekend so far to me despite of all the wonderful things that is happening...

Unfortunate weekend so far...and yes, some if not all the people might love seeing me in pain :) Do I actually target this to anybody? I don't know! Honestly...truthfully... :) But yes, again...some people might say "Padan muke Adesh..so sombong..so arrogant..so selfish..so self-centered" ahahahahaha..I will laugh and laugh if I had the chance hearing this :)

I Lost my handphone...and all of my friend's and enemy's number. It's hard for me to contact my friends or to annoy my enemies. Sighs..and I am totally unreachable via mobile..Internet only!

Please leave your phone number..anybody..everybody..every enemy...

Listen to my heart...
Very special friends - I want you to be as close as possible to my heart (When I sleep, my hp will be next to me, that is close enuff right?)
Special friends - I might need your help one day :P I need to have your number stored in my HP all the time1
Friends - I would like to keep in touch with u guys...
Contacts - I like seeing my contacts reach 200++ :) Please leave your num in my FB acc
Enemies - I'll get bored if I can't have fight with you guys. Number..please?
Rivals - How am I gonna know what you are up to if I dun have your num right?

Argh..just cut the crap! I need to have everybody's number back in my HP...please please please...

Suddenly a thought about a friend who dislike Justin Timberlake. Quote "He doesn't rhyme with the music, his voice doesn't suit the music, he sounds so weird, he looks weird, in fact in his older day in N'sync, he is not even the bets singer/voval. JC is the one" I think he is the opposite from my friend's opinion.. I love JT.

And this post is like writing whatever that came across my mind..no specific topic...and yes..another new stuff to play with :)

Adeshi mood : Tired, frustrated
Bugsy mood : You are back
Yoshi mood : My shutter jammed just now..i am sorry..won't happen again!

Now about my Bunny

Bugsy is now almost 5 months old! And he is adorable as ever...

more picas here :D My FLICKR!!!

Actually this post is to push down the previous post!! Because the wise man and the skinny leng chai Justin timberlake wannabe had a good time laughing at it! Siut btol!

Adeshi mood : QA'ing scripts...but really had a hard time concentrating
Bugsy mood : Can I have a hp please? So that I can call u when u miss me?
Yoshi mood : reflector, battery, tripod...

The Fairyland!

Have anybody heard about a place called Fairyland?


It's a place where dreams come true...
It's a place where you can be with the one you love...
It's a place where sad is not in the vocabulary...
It's a place where happiness grows in trees...
It's a place where human lives with animal happily...
It's a place where you can lie down under a cherry tree..reading books..all day long...
It's a place where green fields stretch longer than eternity...
It's a place where you proud to call it home...
It's a place where tears is not even exist...
It's a place where people live happily ever after...

Where is it? where can we find it? One of the answer, yes..heaven...
But, it is here..in our own heart..it's only the matter of finding it...

Have I found mine? Part of it yes..but it's too big to explore...I might need more than a lifetime before I can conquer it :D


Adeshi Mood : At the office..writing blog..what mood do u think i am in now? :P
Bugsy Mood : The bowls are not really heavy if I use my teeth to pick it up!
Yoshi Mood : I am more than prepared for wedding tomorrow. Only that I need a tripod for strobe session.

The 3 holes

Hihihi...that is my ear piercing! I think everybody in the office who has bumped into me has already seen this...hihihi...I keep showing it to anybody who has come across me! I have 3 piercing for now on my left ear...feels like doing another 2 :P ahahhaa...but the pain is still there...it's like having a fever on your left ear only! But, I feel so so so damn cool with it!!

Came at 10++am this morning..and thank god that is my usual time as I have a meeting at 1030am! I arrived just on time! Pheww...it was a looong meeting..2++ hours...but feel tired since I do contribute a lot to it..usually I just pretend that I am a Bimbo during a meeting. Just for the sake of my own mind!

And today the bitchy and sarcastic working days continues...lose 1 or 2 sarcasm fight to the Wise Man..demmit..And as usual Nasi Kerabu Guy being charming as always, going to buy Nasi Kerabu for our boss tomorrow..isn't he cute or what? :P hahahahahaha...

I am still online to investigate on the inconsistency between the numbers from the report given by The Executioner :P

Discovery that I have made today :

1- My wires at home go haywire...3 of them almost destroyed due to Bugsy escape last 2 nights

2- I somehow own Discovery Channel, Nik owns Nat Geo while Farahat Zee channel (108 to be exact) hihihi..Chaiwalla

3- Bugsy is getting nottier...teenager!

Adeshi mood : Ok bugsy, time to go to bed..stop jumping around me :(

Bugsy mood : I want that wire!

Yoshi mood : 3 earrings!!!

A Fruitful Sunday

Tennis with Donat..Amer..Fairuz..in the morning...it's fun and exciting and I am sooo gonna get my own racket, coach and tennis dress...wink wink..the dress part, wait until my thigh is slimmer..another 1-2 months!!!! For now I can only buy the AO tennis ball :D it makes me smile everytime I see it on my laptop table!

Evening...I did some crazy stuff...crazy since I am already 26..nearing 27...because it's kinda like a teenager's stuff! Somehow I remember that I have always wanted extra piercing on my ear :)
So...hihihihihi..ear piercing I went then! RM12 for a pair...and I pierced on the same left ear. My right earlobe is a little bit ugly (same like my brother)

How do I feel about it?? 3 words..Ouch ouch ouch...I thought it doesn't hurt that much!!! instead I feel numb..flushed..shocked and almost in tears...huhuhu..I think it's because I am older and the piercing is on the side of my earlobe..it's quite near to the bone...sigh..so now..I have 3 piercing on my left ear :D...fell like going for 5 next time, if I have the guts! And..the ears are still hurting :(


Adeshi mood : Hurting...and yes..lazy for work..karaoke karaoke...where are u?
Bugsy mood : Bunny binkies time!!! toing toing toing
Yoshi mood : Australian Open tennis balls are so sexy...erk??

A call from a friend...

Fren : Adesh, jom tgk bola tonite...
Adeshi : Whaaattt? Aku dah lame gile tak layan
Fren : Ye ah kan sebab Nistelrooy tadek..meyampah aku
Adeshi : Memang ah..malas...siyes dah lame tak tgk (siyes dah lame tak hang out tgk bola)
Fren : Ye ah ye ah

I only knew that Man U vs Liverpool just now (4-1) kesian Man U...
Last time I am one of Man U fan..no more..too overrated...
And I don't watch football that much anymore...

Thinking back on all the football memory, makes my heart sad..all is gone..the memory is gone..the feeling is gone..it was one of our ritual during semester break..sighs...

And I still remember how mad I am when Netherland didn't play their best during world cup...I swore to strip off my shirt (watching at Hartamas)...I am serious! Result = draw..strip session cancelled...and the part that my friends never know until today..I dare to say that and hold on the promise is only because I have my spaghetti underneath my orange shirt! hihihi...cos they kidnapped me from my quiet night and dragged me to Hartamas to join the fiest!

Those are the days...
Those are the memories...

Mood : Confused...sad...depressed..mixed emotion..tennis..
Bugsy mood : Please...cage??
Yoshi mood : Rest for tomorrow...

CERPEN or CERPAN ????

Another crazy thoughts from me :)

In Malay we called short stories - CERPEN...what is it? how did they derived the word? aaahh..then I realized...by marrying the the 2 words - CERITA PENDEK = CERPEN!!!

Yay..another useless thinking...and it's not over yet...

Why there is no CERPAN? CERITA PANJANG? :P

Mood : Tennis tomorrow...no tennis dress...err..i mean attire :P
Bugsy mood : Akak chim2..plsss clean my cage!
Yoshi mood : Do I have diff attire to wear for tennis?

I am a DISCOVERER

Done a Kingdomality test during one of a team building session with Athene. I wasn't prepared since I was on leave the day before and took the test there and then. My personality is a discoverer! Yes, and I agree..I am a discoverer. I love new things...new experience..get bored easily! Most of the people (almost 80%) get either black knight or white knight. There are 12 character of people according to kingdomality and it is arrange using a clock dial. White Knight sits across black knight, discoverer sits across doctor on so forth. And the characters is divided into 4...so whatever character in the quarter will have slightly the same identity :)

I am a discoverer...being a discoverer..I wonder, if I took it twice what happen? Instead of doing it twice, I did it 5 times :P hahahaha...

3 times I am a Discoverer
twice I am a Benevolent Ruler

DISCOVERER
Your distinct personality, The Discoverer, might be found in most of the thriving kingdoms of the time. Your overriding goal is to go where no one else has ever gone before. Regardless of the number of available natural problems to be solved, it is not unusual for you to continually challenge yourself with new situations or obstacles that you have created. You are an insatiable explorer of people, places, things and ideas. You thrive on constant change and anything new or different. On the positive side, you can be creatively rational as well as open minded and just. On the negative side, you might be an impractical and indecisive procrastinator. Interestingly, your preference is just as applicable in today's corporate kingdoms.

The other colleague that I know having the same profile as me is Karen :)
Niza and Nik is a dreamer (unlike it's profile name, the overriding goal is to see the silver lining in everything)
Farahat is a Shepherd...awww...so cute...(overriding goal is to tend your human flock...what the??)

go to the test - http://www.cmi-lmi.com/enterppp.html
all profiles (only 10 listed here, seems like I couldn't find all of it) - http://www.sonoma.edu/users/n/nolan/501/kingdomality.htm

Donat and Syu is white knight (overriding goal is give to others with no thought of reward)

Interesting stuff right? :) At least for me..enjoy! (If you do take the test, feel free to leave the verdict in the comment section..no anonymous pls..embrace yourself!)

Mood : Confused, how can he possibly think like that? Argh...devastated weekend..no more fun and alone time :(
Bugsy mood : Yay, I have timothy hay now.
Yoshi mood : Tennis tomorrow? are you for real?

What I have learned today...

"I went to a workshop at Shell this afternoon..." this phrase sounds like I went to a car workshop near a gas station :P...or actually I am the only soul that thought like that? Forget it...not important. The content of the workshop is important guys...but I feel the title is more important.

BAM Dual Maintenance (BAM is the support team @ Shell)

Well...first..the title is confusing! I'll correct that in the end of this tutorial.

It's actually about double maintenance work that need to be done by BAM to both Production system 4.6c as well as the ecc 6.0 which is our current SPNG client! Sound simple? Not really, this April the final refresh will happen where production system will be copied over to spng system..

****I actually paused watching Adam Lambert singing Black & White Michael Jackson! He rocks

And after that the system must be synchronized manually...there are flowcharts of procedures here and there balbalablabla...

Let me write this again and drop all the jargon ok?

HUSBAND POLYGAMY SYSTEM

Meaning...husband taking care of 2 wives. Simple huh? Then..1st wife...(current and still standing) will need to retain all her spending once the husband decided to have another addition to the family..2nd wife (SPNG) with added and upgraded features..wink wink..
So 1st wife have to make a few sacrifices for this 2nd wife. No more shoes..no more clothes whatsoever...Unless it is important (a matter of life and death only) then only she can spend her money. If not the husband will ask for a delay. And the priority should be decided by the husband's mom. So if the mother in law feels it's not that important she will reject her request, as simple as that. So, he asked his 1st wife to wait until he can balance out the life between these 2 wives - U know..janji2 manis (liars).. The 1st wife being so understanding, sacrifices for her beloved husband. What happened with the 2nd wife?

Aha! (this phrase is printed at the back of the leaflet) In the meantime, whatever the 1st wife asked for, the husband will actually took the idea from his mom and gave it to his 2nd one. What a man he is!!!

His 1st wife asked for a new Ferragamo shoes, his mom asked back, "Any emergencies for this? Will you not able to walk again if you are not wearing it? If not please wait until the date that your husband have targeted". And later knowing that he have extra to spend, he bought it for his 2nd wife but under a condition that she can never show it to the 1st wife until the target date. So she's been getting a lot of this presents etc. Whereas, 1st wife have to retain, sacrifice and live in misery.

The targeted date arrived...what happened? The husband divorce the first wife and upgraded his life with only 1 wife which is the second one. Make sense? I think yes it is...

And I think the person who decided on the workflow of dual maintenance is a person who actually have 2 wife...oopps...just a joke!

Just a joke from me really...my head can't stop thinking..ideas ideas ideas!!! My old self has now emerging bits by bit...

Adeshi mood : Thinking thinking...still depressed...nothing changed..
Bugsy mood : Clean cage..yay..Oxbow oat hay...yay
Yoshi mood : Where are you bringin me this weekend?

MORE FINDINGS ON MYSELF

Well, what can I say..I amazed myself! Yesterday chatted about Viva La Vida songs with now 'Not So Handsome Guy' (mytfa0), I was relief to find out the songs is not about worship or prayer for Jewish or Christians. The chorus sounds doubtful :

...I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing...
...Roman Calvary Choir are singing...
...Be my mirror my soul blalalala...

In order to understand what does a song mean..don't just jump to the chorus or singing it while understanding it...all this method doesn't work..for me I mean... The best way to understand it is to read it as if it's an essay...read it over and over...

But for Viva La Vida, I have difficulties and consult the 'Not So Handsome Guy' (now I should change to 'Wise Man' - suit his age) and he think it's not about religions...more on the evil things that the guy has done...this phrase reflects it

...Saint Peter won't call me name...

After the chatting and copying MP3 session...'Nasi Kerabu Guy' (mynni3) said - Adesh, you are listening to a lot of British singer lah!

Only then I realise :D hahahaha..I never noticed it myself...

Coldplay - recently
The Killers
Duffy
Amy Winehouse
Mika
Sophie Ellis Baxtor

All this artist is always in my evergreen play list :D

Adeshi mood : out from the ICU...
Bugsy mood : Not as naughty as yesterday
Yoshi mood : I can't wait for this weekend...dear, are we going to Bukit Broga?

A normal weekdays that is not so normal after all...

As usual, I will always be late for my first day at work after a holiday...It feels like a part of me died when coming to work after a good weekend. And trust me, the weekend alone is the best that I had ever had!

Conversation at the office : I used Handsome Guy to refer to my colleague TF :) I know this will make him happy and smiling when he's reading about it. And yes, his wife is a good cook! I never actually tasted any yet I think!

Handsome guy : Eh Adesh, you look moody...lazy to come to work is it? Well, what's new about that with you ya. Everyday lazy one!

Adesh : (Smiling) Well, nothing new about being lazy to come to work. (Laughing)...

This is something that is hidden between the line...

Handsome guy : Eh Adesh, you look moody...lazy to come to work is it? Well, what's new about that with you ya. Everyday lazy one! HIDDEN (true facts about me)
Adesh : (Smiling) FAKE Well, nothing new about being lazy to come to work. (Laughing) HALF FAKE...HIDDEN***well, something happen...I am in a very very uninspiring mood...leaving my weekend behind...the weekend that I suddenly woke up from a dream or something...and realize that I have not led my life to a position where I suppose to***

Has anybody suddenly struck by this thought? I might sounds like a middle age crisis man, but 'something special' made me realize that this is not the life I intended it to be...and analyzing it back the whole day..makes me think...does the word amend, correction or even planning really exist in reality? It's an easy question for a non-dreamer who can live in a secure and moderate world but for an adventurous person like me...life is nothing about correction, planning etc..but I see it as a place to try, learn, explore new things, taking up challenges etc. Along the way, somebody might get hurt...And none of this is happening anymore in my life. No more thrill...no more crazy stupid things happening...

What should I do? Do I need a psychiatric?

The song Insatiable - Darren Hayes somehow in a way relates to my mood now...I dun have any idea why..but I keep humming it while writing this blog!

Adeshi mood : 1 am GMT +8 and yet..still wide awake...and I think I should just explore the world...ignore the fear and people's feeling

Bugsy mood : Pellets for supper...(oh yes, yesterday there was an accident involving his hind legs...will blog about it later)

Yoshi mood : I love shooting Bugsy..such a great model..we kinda have chemistry!

Hunter while Hunting

I loove people taking pics of me while I am hunting! But usually, need to control the stomach etc..so that the posture looks good without those bulging2...I think some managed to shoot my weird pose when I am doing a low angle shoot...it must be so horrificly ugly until they just delete it straight from the camera!

Weekend is tomorrow...1 day wedding shoot (relative-this is why Perhentian for me had been cancelled) and what I am going to do the rest of my 2 days??? Anybody up to shoot pictures of gardens? lake? macro? ancient building?????

Taken by mudme during the photo race...

Again during the photo race...

Last year @ Singapore with dearest friend...love my friend's gesture at the back of the pic!

Notice that I had the same shorts for all my hunting activities?? Hahaha..And Pink t-shirt (not the same shirt)

Mood : Exhausting week...today endless meeting

Bugsy mood : Gigit cage bar! Makan Hay..Oxbow only!

Yoshi mood : I wanna go out this weekend