I CAN'T SLEEP

What the hell is going on my eyes? Usually I can sleep whenever I want..wherever I want. Now I just want to take an evening nap before working @ 4:00pm and yet it's the hardest thing to do right now. I've turn and tossed for almost an hour but yet...to no avail.
Man, I am very sure by the time I start my KT session with the Canadian I will be f**king tired and sleepy. Sounds like I need a glass of Starbucks coffee here!!!

TERGIGIT LIDAH...SAKIT..MAYBE THE FEELING IS WORSE!!!

OR..DOES IT REPRESENT SOMETHING EVEN MORE TERRIBLE THAN WORSE??

Tadi...tergigit lidah..ouch...thought that it is a normal cut..but..tengok2 kat cermin dalam lif (nasib baik sempat close the door before orang berlari2 nak masuk)...teruknye...bengkak and kaler hitam seperti lebam :( sighs...

I guess today is really not a lucky day for me...semua benda tak menjadik...very bad luck...when I am driving..I feel something bothering me...and I did redundant work last nite until 3 a.m...And I can't concentrate during the training...and yes..the tergigit lidah thing !

But I guess the most terrible of all is what happen during this exact date in 2004...Four years ago...it's 27th May 2004 and everything went wrong that day...terribly wrong..worst day of my life ever :( undeniably sad...

Well...I guess people hardly knows this but 4 years ago..on this exact date and almost the exact time..my mother passed away because of heart attack in Hospital Ipoh...No sign..no warning...She left us without signs :( She neither sick nor suffering from heart desease...but yes...Her time has come to an end...And part of me had come to an end..together with her memory..

I could never forget her...even in my pinkest of health or my worst pf time...I will always love her unconditionally...She always appeared in my dreams...Hugging and kissing me...Telling me advice...which somehow relates to my current situations...And in my dreams..she is not alive...as people will assumed she is...But in all my dreams somehow she's dead...but allowed to visit us on ad-hoc basis which neither both of us knowing. WHne she's given the chance...she will come...And at the end of the dreams she will wave goodbye to me as her time has ended...she has to go... :(

And I remember waking up from my dream...Crying...alone...without mummy :(

Let's sedekahkan Al-Fatihah pade Almarhumah Robiah bt. Othman..semoga rohnye dikalagan orang yang beriman...Amin :)

I miss u mak..I love u mak...

THE WHOLESOME WEEKEND

It was tiring, it was exhausting, it was amusing and best of all...it was terrificly FUN!
I will say that my last weekend is kinda mix emotion on the positive and negative side of me...

Saturday

Swimming class from 9:00am-12:00pm...this is my 2nd class and together with me is Syaz, Yang and Anis. Great accompany but I seriously didn't understand why is my confidence level was so low that day. I can't even float like I used to. And my fear is controlling my body and I can't even do the breast stroke's feet movement that we have just learned, I guess it was a really bad day for me. I came home feeling exhausted and disappointed with myself. I only go out at night watching Speed Racer in Alamanda. Great movie as I have the memory of watching this cartoon when I was very young. And I do enjoy the cartoon a lot!!!

Sunday

Another swimming class. Now I feel better. I have gained my confidence back and fight the fear. We learn the hand movement, and breathing in a 2m pool and learn to kick ourself from the pool floor up, and best of all...terjun2 dari tebing! It was terrifying moment where you need to jump and fall into the water? Sound like a no winner for me. But instead of thinking too much, I just jump like a bird..yes seriously like a bird and that makes my technique wrong. You have to keep your hand straight or up during the jump, instead, my hand is totally like the titanic style (Popular hand gesture by DeCaprio and Winslet in Titanic) and it makes me hard to touch the pool floor. It was fun and I was very happy to gain my courage again..so in the evening I bought another swimsuit from Arena in Pavilion. They have the item on sale and I get it with only RM74 for a top and shorts. Not bad huh?

Monday

I know, this is not weekend but I do feel great about myself today. I have no Monday blues. Maybe because the 3rd class is this evening and I can't wait to dip myself in the pool..wink2..and even better..can't wait to wear my newly bought swimsuit!! wuhuuuuu....

Wish me luck today!!!

The so-called Fire Drill @ TH Perdana

Eventhough I have worked for 2 years in Arinso, this is the 1st time I experienced the fire drill practice in TH Perdana..it's almost like a virgin to this practice in the building (~~Like a virgin...touched for the very first time...*madonna 's hit 80's single in the background~~)

So, we've been informed that the practice will be somewhere around early May. And, making the right guess it's this week. And they did it today. But, why are they doing it at 10am??? mean most Arinsonians are not coming to the office yet(if i knew i will extend my beauty sleep until 10am..sigh) So, those who just came in informed me that the Fire truck is already downstairs...and before the alarm rang, I make my way down from 33rd floor to ground by the ELEVATORS :D. Pretty smart huh? Downstairs, there are a lot of arinsonians waiting at the boulevard of the broken dream. Some of them are just arrived and some of them are already prepared. Yeah, we are all very good in escaping ourself from trouble. That is what a good consultant does!!

Most of us (including me) making our way to the Starbucks, foodcourt and kopitiam to just lepak while waiting the fire demo to finish. I mean, I am not gonna stand there for an hour just to watch the demo that I have already seen a million times before. Well then, that's how a fire drill practice should be done...without haste, without sweat...and without pain..and even with food, drinks and good companion!!!

* notice that during high school or college the frie drill is always at 3am in the morning??? sighs...

MY RED KLIPPAN

27th April 2008, I bought my Red Klippan. After looking around at other furniture shops available in town for maybe another cheaper alternative, finally I settled down with Klippan. It's kinda cheap and comfy..and of course being me..I love RED and I LOVE IKEA!!!
Now I need to find a matching rug for this new Klippan and invite people over to hang out :D
Do you think I should look around again or just go straight to IKEA? hehehe...