I WANT TO FIGHT...I AM A FIGHTER!!!

Yes...that's right. I want to fight my hydrophobic symptom that is becoming more and more seriously!!! I don't really understand why it became worse each day. So, after watching Air Crash Investigation yesterday I understand something that doesn't really make sense to me at first. The guy that survive a plane crash says "To overcome my fear of flying, I took flying lessons and fly to the scene again. This is how we should fight the trauma of the plane crash". I used to think that if I am afraid of something, don't do it..avoid the thing. But here, it really make sense to me.

Thus, I am challenging myself for a swimming lesson with Jaja this February!!!I am short in cash but I try to fit into this problem later as I am really excited to start. After finishing the 5 class 2 hour session, maybe I will take the competitive lesson in Sunway. I want to prove to myself that I am better in anybody that can swim since their kindergarten days!!!