Oh Yesterday!

It was a very long day..a tiring day indeed...started my day early around 9 am (for me it's early as I am working on evening shift) and feeling so excited. We went for a karaoke session at Red Box Plus The Gardens!! Yay!! I went to the office first to setup my laptop and do some stuff...and walked down to Red Box when Farahat arrived. I thought Nik is still sleeping :P but he managed to make it even if it's a little bit late. Good try Nik! :P

It was worth it! RM16.50 per person with a lunch set, salad buffet, drinks, the most important part is 3 hours of entertainment and fun all the way...(all the way..sing it ala celine doin :P)

Night time..went for dinner at Athene's crib...such a lovely place! Loving it! But it feels like a little bit of lacking of soul..hmm...just pretend that you understand...it was quite a lengthy dinner..and my back exhausted due to sitting at the dinner table for hours!!! Oh dear..oh dear..I was very tired when I reach home..and btw..thanks for the ride home Nik :D My donat was toooo lazy to pick me up since it was almost midnite :( (I told him I should be leaving around 10pm..yeah right!) Back home..Bugsy needed attention...ok Bugsy..I miss you too Bun..I open the cage and there he was..licking my face hands and asking for me to pet him. Ok ok...It was a nice feeling when a rabbit licks you..as it is they only licks people/other bunnies that they really love...and if you are a human..it's means more..meaning they love you to bits! So..changing his wood shave..cleaning the cage..pheww...then off to sleep!!!!

Woke up and feeling exhausted...a little bit dizzy as well..planned to come early for the pre-sale everywhere...ok..before that Adesh..check your Maybank online...damn it! still no sign of salary..fine..I couldn't take the nice tour to Isetan then..sob sob...But I need a nice shorts and hat for tomorrow's photo marathon (again!) and yes..I will give up after one hour of walking around in town with cameras trying to get the best shot! But at least if I have a nice shorts, I would feel a little bit excited if not much...

Mood : penat..malas keje again cos cannot have the detour...
Bugsy mood : relaxing..lying down...looking at me..okok..I will pet u in a while ya!

Am I THAT young?

I don't think I look young...sometimes I think I look older than my age...but sometimes..people mistakenly thought that I am young...how young? Let me write down a few series of 'young' events -

1- Last year..during Hari Raya...I've waited for my sister to pick me up at R&R Tapah..(tumpang my friend yang tinggal kat kedah - thanks Su..)...I already sms-ed her half and hour before arrival..but being her..she only woke up and took a bath half an hour after I arrived..and another half an hour for the journey (it should be 10 mins..but she was a new driver..bear with it)
During my 1 hour stay at R&R..to be exact in front of Baskin Robbins..the waiter suddenly turned into a monkey :P
He flirt and flirt...he even offered me ice cream..but I refused (bulan puasa la..nasib la tak amek eventhough mase tu tak pose :P)..then I said..'adik..akak ni dah tua la for you..pergi la cari budak muda2..ramai tu ha..'..and he is baru habis SPM..huhuhuhu...he said..one or two years older should be ok blabalbalablablaa...aiyo...then I said..I am waaay tooooo old for this flirt game...makes me feel ashamed of my age :( then he make a guess...I am at least not more than 23 years old..maximum...errkk...wrong..i told em..I am 26..(last year laa)..they are very very surprised...and didnt believe it :P but then 1 hour of chatting with him...haishh...thanks to my sister :(

2- This morning masa turun lif...my neighbour asked..'Sekolah lagi ke?'...arrkkk???? Aiyaa...

3- At The Curve weekend bazaar while browsing for simple tote bag 'Beli la adek..ini kalau bawak pergi kuliah manyak bagus..buku semua boleh letak...manyak stylo'...huwaaaaa

And more series of young events that I can't even remember...but honestly..I dont think I look young...but I do feel young inside :D

Mood : waiting for lalalala

Working From Home

I am working from home today...It's nice since I have the comfort since now I am suffering from menstrual pain :( Despite the comfort...the stomach is not helping me at all..and the workload? Same as usual...except that I don't have to meet people that I don't get along very well...

Mood : sakit perut la...dah 2 biji ponstan telan..still tak ok...should I go for the 3rd one?

Rabbit stories that makes my soul revived!

Please read this - http://www.rabbitadoption.org/pops.html

Mood : Missing mine

CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR NEW BORN DAUGHTER!!!

For the new parents - Rifqan Asri and Anis...
Congratulations!!!

You have been blessed with a lovely baby girl - Alya Arianna (I'm not sure on the spelling)

Alya will definitely brings joy and happiness to both of you...Hope both of you will be a good parents!!

Mood : malas keje yang teramat!

My Findings on the Internet

It is not surprising how poor my knowledge is in the business related topics. When I read all those bombastic words and terms in one of the website, it makes my head spins, but not in the negative way...in a positive way...or in other word, mind stimulating!

This is the part that caught my attention while flipping through the content of something called Corporate Culture - Yes, it is for CDP...hihi :

LOSING ORGANIZATION - 9 signs
1- Fuzzy Vision
2- Lack of Leadership Skills
3- Discouraging Culture
4- High Bureaucracy
5- Lack of Initiative
6- Poor Vertical Communication (If it's not because of SPNG, I wouldn't know that 'Vertical' is used widely in business terms :P...I thought it's only for photographs!)
7- Poor Cross-functional Collaboration (This one sounds like one of my meetings :P)
8- Poor TEAMWORK
9- Poor Idea and Knowledge Management

And sorry to say this...no offense to anybody..but I somehow feels that the symptoms is already here...here I mean here...huhuhu....

Mood : Sleepy...worried (CDP is only 70%)

WHAT A COINCIDENCE!

After writing yesterday blog about being true to myself in workplace...I watch Oprah for a while while waiting for my taxi.

The topic is about Women at work. And the person that she's interviewing has almost the same characteristic as mine.

She's a 'pleaser' at workplace...Do whatever people ask (even if it's changing her personality) just to please the boss...to get increment..to get better position...to get recognition...And..after 8 years...She's not appreciated...she became frustrated...she had breakdown...(I am not there yet...trust me..even 2 years is waaaaay too long for me...

She said, she's a good actor...she acts everyday..until she hates herself..she can never remember her real self anymore..uuh..scary...

After those blablabla...then she is now opening her own shop. Living happily with the family and she can be true to herself.

Well..most of the women in this show..quit. They take the risk and fortunately it works. Hmm...I am thinking...the clock is ticking...My head is spinning...

Time for a change? Should I explore the world and leave this all behind?

Mood : Shock, rational, logic, intuitive

Me or not me?

People always thought that I am a sweet talker, soft spoken etc...hihi...WRONG!
People always thought that I changed because of my environment...WRONG!

This is the TRUTH...

I try to be a sweet talker etc and sometimes put an effort to act like one...in other word..diplomatic
I tried and it works...but until the point that I hate myself doing that..or when I feel too much acting makes me sick...then came my real self.

I am not saying I am a bad mouth or anything..no..but usually I talk on what I want to...no matter how hard it is on the other side..I have practiced this 'free talk' since young until I graduate...And this explains why I have less friends but a very true friend indeed where we still stick until now...Boys hate me in high school..saying that I am stubborn...well..usually the other girls just follow their ideas opinions etc...aha..not for me and my buddies (8 of us)...until they call us Geng gagak hitam. People who disagree with them is their enemy...

But working life forced me to be someone that I don't. I tend to compromise (a good thing but too much is sickening), I tend to be queit and do whatever the boss says...etc etc...

Now, I feel like I should take off the mask..and let the world face the real me...I know, I might get warned here and there(It happens before)...but...I don't care...I am revealing myself bit by bit as I think I have low confidence in being the real me...(usually all the thoughts..stay inside)

Thinking about the faces that I am gonna see at work..makes me wants to puke...eeeuuuwww...another day facing the nutheads...

Mood : Angry, Mad, Lazy, Lazy, lazy...can't wait to go back

Waiting and hoping and praying...

I am praying hard...

I have put 220% hope...

I am waiting for a happy ending....

Dreams

I hope my dream last nite came true...

I hope everything will be ok...

I can't concentrate..on anything except one thing...only that matters now...

I am dragging myself everyday..to pay the bills...

U know, I can live in the village and not work..and get married and have kids..and chilling all day long...

But that's not the life I intended to live (I think)...

I like to life the live that I am living now except that I don't have to work..having all the luxury that I have right now (Perhaps more?)

I know that is too much to ask...

For now I only pray and ask for one thing...and I hope my prayer will be answered...

Mood : worried 

Unpleasant Detour

Again...
I made the unpleasant detour...
I hope this time it will be fine...
I hope everything will going on smoothly from this moment on...

Mood : Worried, sad, no mood for work, brain freeze

Oh ya, btw I am writing this in the office :P

10, 000 lies that leads to frustration!

I am freaking mad!  Lies and lies and lies and more lies??  That is why I love rabbits, they never lied (maybe because they can't talk? :P)

I have 3 vet clinics that I used to go...

From 3 clinics only 2 says it is good to give green veggies...

From 3 clinics only 1 have rabbit specialist...

And from that 1 specialist comes the phrase that I can never forget "No..rabbits can't eat green veggies until they are at least 6 months old!"

And that really explains why..why..and why...

My babies...my babies...:(

With this statement, I can only say only 1 vet is countable!  

Rabbit is considered exotic pets in Malaysia, hence not many vets are knowledgeable about rabbits :(

Mood : Frustration, hate, sad, indigestible, did i mention sad?

My Dutchy the duchess

Isn't she adorable? She? I thought I have 2 bucks? Now I have 1 buck 1 doe?  Well,  being an amateur rabbit owner, I do make mistakes on determining their gender.  Last weekend, while my rabbits hanging around in the living hall with me,  suddenly bugs is acting strange...He chase baby dutchy non-stop.  Looking at this situation, I suddenly thought that dutchy might be a doe instead! Then..Bugs bite her neck and...aijoor...then I scream and put dutchy into the cage.  Hmm, I think it's a gurl!  So, their cages have ben separated and each got smaller space!  

And I think, I am gonna buy another 2 rabbit, bucks and does as I htae seeing rabbit living alone in the cage since now they have been separated.  Huhu..I hope I can handle 4 rabbits at 1 time!

Mood : Lazy for work...up for something!

Roger lost to Nadal :(

He played his best...

He tried his best...

But LUCK is not on his side...

FATE doesn't have his name written on it...

It's hard for him :( and I felt for it! 

Maybe next year's Australian Open Roger!

runner up..not good

If it's me, I dunno whether I can be firends with the rival that took my crown away :(

Sad Moment :((

Mood : Sad, down, but looking forward for karaoke-ing this evening with fellow friends.  Thanks Aby for the treat!

Bugsy..Bugsy

This is my rabbit.  I love him to bits...I like to cuddle him..but he likes to run free :P

He eats a lot of fresh green...and would eat nothing that is less than fresh...

Ok, I should stop...My writing sounds like a primary school kid writing about her pet!

Mood : Wondering where to go...