Candela Lights and Candeloo

This is sooo cute! My friend put this lamp in her wish list for wedding present. And here it is. The lamp that is chargeable and you can buy a lot of it and charge it babe!

Just look at the pictures...aaaww..they are so pretty and cute and nice and have everything I want in a LAMP!

This is the Candeloo

I am crazy about this lamp...wooo...totally in love..but need to buy online. I don't see anywhere in Malaysia selling this...mmmmm

expensive..shipping cost...exchange rate.. :(

This is the Candela Lights

Candle but in a different and safer way. Imagine this lamp queuing up at the sidewalks of your house or the staircase...ooowh..soo in LOVE with them all.

Can I put this under my wish list? Hopefully somebody can buy this for me.

Weekend..

Weekend..weekend..weekend...

I feel happy...All the gloomy feeling gone...

I love weekend..even if mine is full of appointment and activities...

Yea!!!

Cycling, shopping, facials, frens wedding, visiting...I hope I can do all in 48 hours full of excitement. Not to forget...time allocation for the Lovely PS2 :)

Planning for Weekend Escapade

Well...me and my old friend is planning for a short break from the hectic work routine...the time that they have is so limited and maybe they can only get one day MC...for me..hahaha...I can apply for a month if I want cos August is rest month for me..no more projects yet! But, a bit suffer cos I didn't get the allowance..but..time for myself and for my friends is more precious than the per diem that I receive.

These are the places that we plan to go.

Haven't decided yet but hopefully it's all become reality:

1) Bukit Tinggi - at first I think it's a good idea since it is very near and we can save up the travelling time. But on second thought...what the heck will be doing there for 2 days? And also my definition of vacation will absolutely have to do with beaches-even if I dunno how to swim..IRONIC isn't it..hehehe

2) Pulau Kapas - the most voted but as to time reason we have to passed this..uhuhuhuu

3) Penang Island - I recommended this spot as we the youngsters can really have fun..shopping, beaches and night life. It really suit our need. Beside, I am thinking of dropping by my aunt house :) Miss her

So..I really hope they will agree on Penang as I really miss the sea scent of Penang...

Penang...Penang...Penang..

wait me up...

Extra busy...

I thought life will be leisure when CRI Belgium Germany starts! But..hell no..I am suddenly the team leader..

Team Lead and team member role...2 roles in one project...

I have no experience being team leader whatsoever...and I am trying my best...thank God this is a small project..if it is a big one..I dun think I can make it till the end...

Huuhuuu...

M.I.A

It was a frustating day yesterday...
I took a leave without without my desire and yet no excitement during the free time...

I went missing yesterday..All communication line is broke between me and the outer world...
I wasn't scared but worried about work...and donut...afraid that my friends will be worrying about me...
If this is 20++years back then..people will just ignore my 4-5 hours absence in the world...but since there is this cellphone thingy...people will notice if you went missing even in only 3 hours.
My hand had a small cut...because of the pressure put at the knob...
Syu and Shahida is looking and gossipping of where am I during that time...
All my belongings inside the room...and it as locked....
4:00pm..donut came to my house..thank God he has the spare keys...but he didnt have the spare keys to the room...we try to break my own room..and to no avail...
Call Ah hung ther maintenance guy...and at 7:00pm...freedom is back...
I haven't had my bathe...my bed were all still messed up...what a boring day...and there my cellphone lying on the bed...
Pheww...It was like a very boring day..even nothing I can do to make it interesting..even when I am writing it...

Clamper vs Transformer vs Cicak

I was totally late for the movee..it's already 9:00pm and yet we are still in the car(Cicak) driving at the fastest pace we can around Penchala Link intersection near Mutiara Damansara. We were cursing all the slow moving car..actually they move in normal speed but since we are at our top rage we felt like everybody is very slow and annoying.

5 minutes after 9:00pm..we arrived nicely..after a few phone calls made by my frens asking where the hell am I..We don't have other choice. We just park at the roadside near the entrance...come on..everybody parked around that area..difference is not that near to the entrance..hihihi...

We make our move to the cinema for Transformers movee...and it was totally totally totally AWESOME!!!

I went out of the cinema imagining myself somewhere in that movee...hehehe...all of us do that!
And imagining that our gadgets can actually tansform....

There is many of us that night..intentionally or not...and decided to go to Makbul. Guys, an honest advice from a friend..don't ever go there when you are very hungry...The food and service sucks!!

Walking to our car..me and my boyfriend aware from afar that our car has been clamped!

Totally not a good sight to see..uhuhuhu..

Pity his tyres got clamped by evil mean security gurad :(

Oh my god! There is the security number written there. We made a few phone calls and after waiting like 20 mins the security come and released the clamp without asking because he is more concern on the other car behind us. a Chinese couple. He refused to released the clamp as if there is a grudge between them :S

I was not having fun..obviously...

Way to go Cicak..I don't know whose charm or luck it is but is save us the big bucks that we need to pay to released it.

And away Cicak and us go to Makbul...and again..disappointed by the food. I guess...this is the last trip to Makbul!!

What a day!

Last team meeting for a friend of mine...

The mail wrote :

Agenda for Team Meeting:

1. Project Updates
2. Upcoming Project Highlights
3. Testing News
4. Birthdays and Farewell to team member
5. Cakes & Food session (the most FUN part of all) hehehe...

It's asri's last day today in Shell Testing Services and also Arinso Malaysia...will continue his career pursuit in Accenture ;)

Wishing you a very good luck...and hope it will be fun working there.
(",)

Me and my brand new donut

Yes…good news…happy thing to hear...Donut got a new job offer from VADS. Yeay!!!
At last all my prayer answered. I really hope he can move on to a new job..better opportunities job
I hope he will do well there..impress everyone there…make friends with everybody…
And better off..earn extra more
I love you my sweet sugar Donut.

XoXo xoxo xOxO

Time Table

I am very delightful...Shell Canada projects is coming to an end. But yet it’s not for long, another projects awaits me :P well..have to work harder to prove myself. I always feel that I am not good enough…Damn I should work harder…and harder…

I sacrifice a lot for this projects…especially my quality time with donut, my sisters and even myself.

Daily routine during projects-

10:00 am – woke up from bed

11:00 am – already arrived at workplace

11:00 pm – went home

12:00 pm – sleep

What a boring life I have during last projects!!! Now..coming to an end I have mooore ample time.

Daily routine when project ended-

9:00 am – woke up ( dunno how but I get up earlier when I am not so stressful ) 10:00 am until 1:00 pm – Martha stewart + PS2

2:00 pm – arrived nicely in Shell

9:50 pm – hasty to get back home

Hihi…I really have fun during end of project time..still get the allowances and yet not doing anything ‘FANCY’ at workplace.

syu and me chilling out at the office

the cute clip

even cuter on my nose...hahaha

(^_^)

Downloading...and downstream

Suddenly I got this cool download website-Multiply. Thanks to Syu ;)

Downloaded and listening to Aqua-Turn Back Time…memories recalls..happy..and bitter.
‘If only I could turn back time…If only I could…’
Everybody would have at least once that they can turn back the time, to correct problem change history, erase bad memory and to name a few.
What I wanted most is…to spend time with my mom
Out of nowhere I feel the emptiness inside me…it’s not that I miss her before..I have always miss her every single seconds of my life…but I keep my head centered back again…

Tonight..I feel different. I somehow realize something that I knew and makes me feel very very very extremely sad. I realize that I can never ever again in my life see my mom L and never be able to talk to her, feel the tenderness of her touch, eat her cooking, laughing at her jokes, being angry of her rules, seeing her lying watching soaps on TV(this is the favorite pose I like her the most), watching her after her prayer..after she bathes…her smell of powder, her daily face routine of Shiseido, putting on her jewelry, changing and picking up clothes before we go anywhere especially kenduri, hearing the sound of her Quran recital, sound of her coughing…sneeze…I can’t hear any of that..and even worse it’s more than I have listed here.

How I wish everything is different. How I wish I can change everything. How I wish my wish came true.

A promise that I have made to myself when my mom in ICU…if God save her I will stay at my hometown. Not working and taking of her 24/7. I don’t mind about not getting a fancy job…nor getting a soul mate whatsoever. I just want to spend my lifetime taking care and loving her without exceptions.

And somehow…deep down I can feel she knows and and wish that those things will never happen to me…she always wanted me to be a successful woman. With happy life and family and job. I can feel she made the sacrifice of letting me be who am I right now.

I would rather…taking care of her for the rest of my life…because I love her so much. Three years has passed and still, I can’t fight the feeling of emptiness.

I just can’t…

Things to remember...

1- Pay my Credit Card bills especially for the Canada trip...the conversion makes the figure goes WOW to me...beyond...far beyond my normal credit limit...

2- Pay my parking fees as well as the other bills to the management..sighed!

(-_-)

3- Pay 19 pound to my boss...for the Heathrow express+Bakerloo fare back then in London

4- Bring souvenirs for Marlena and Ayman and Kak Ati and Karen!! gosh..I always have short term memory on this...hop writing this down will work...

5- Not to eat more than usual...cut the food intake!

6- Go see Michael at True Fitness...he's been waiting for me for ages :P

7- Focus on work! I have a feeling I am off the track..but it is not actually..

just a stupid weird feeling ;)

Adesh signing off :)

Arriving Calgary (Chapter One)

As I woke up in the plane (after consuming series of sleeping pills) I saw the most unusual view. Land...from end to end covered with icy white snow. It almost like a paddy field look...a big barren waste I guess...If we reached a day earlier, we can actually fell and see the snow falls. I am so excited if I have the moment to feel and touch the snow myself :) I didn't look down too much as air planes makes me sick and worried to death during the journey.

And here we are arriving in Calgary Alberta..Canada. We went straight to the hotel..and unpacked our things...no..I did not..It is just a common phrase...I just lie there on a king size bed and admiring myself because I manage to fight the fear of airplane (for the time being)

At night..we have dinner at the hotel's restaurant. The food is moderately normal in my sense of taste...all finished and went for a stroll in the town :) Here's a few pictures of how Calgary looks like...nice place..nice town..nice people..