The map :)

For those who wish to come :
Click the link below for the map...

I'm off to my hometown today!

http://i233.photobucket.com/albums/ee165/adesh82/MaptoAdeshhomecopy.jpg

I'm getting engaged

Sorry about the looong silence...
I was, still and will be very busy for the upcoming week...
Juggling between my BORING SAP work, photography business (musim mengawan skang), and my engagement ceremony! The picas above (Click for better viewing) tells all except the date (just realized it's missing!)
It will be held on 12 Dec 2010!!

I don't have any 'planner' to start with, nor ample time to organize it myself. Worse of all, I don't have anymore weekends to do the prep!!

Next weekend - Raya Haji..(no time for shopping etc)
The next next weekend - photoshoot outside KL (2 days)
The next next next weekend - MY ENGAGEMENT DAY!!!

The 'hantaran' is not even ready..not even a single ribbon...
The makeup planning is still blurry2...
And everything is such a mess...
I am everywhere!

Nevertheless...there's only few things that will make me smile again :D
1- Bugsy
2- Truffles
3- Muffet
4- The idea of getting Bugsy a new GF (wink2)
5- Tontolo???

Some of my angels picas..This is Muffet..latest addition to my chestnut's babies :)
She was adopted from our dear fren Tim from Meadow Heaven
Thanks Tim..she is sooo adorable and cute! She is getting used with Truffles..and soon they will get married and live in 1 cage!

This is Truffles :) The most well known rabbit I've ever had! Cute...cute...cute...

And..as usual my all-time-sweetheart..Mr.Bugsy :) He knows how to pose in front of the camera :D But I'm having difficulties filming him..as he will pose and wait for the click to move..and it makes him static looking in the video :)...LOL..I'll opt for photo shoot then!


Love 'em sooo much...And..where's Bugsy's gurl?

Stay tuned....

Surprising truth! Don't try this at home!

This is what nobody knows about Cicak's shoe...

Cicak says :
'My shoe might have a small hole..I think at my back left foot...I think I'm losing air on it..and I am worried of that hole as it can lead to a more serious incident! I love u my sis but when will I get a new shoes...don't forget to replace it with sports shoes...I think I need a new one..this one is old and weary :) You said I will definitely run better with new sports shoes..since you are doing 120km on the highway...why not huh?'

If my stuff can speak like as what I imagined them, I will be annoyed!

Cute Q&A

Question : have you checked out my latest bunny picas in the link just now?
Answer : Sure I did!
Question : Isn't she cute or what?
Answer : All rabbits are cute :)

Aaaww...such a cute phrase from a cute friend :)

Smooth driving...

I'm on V-Power...and I can't believe I'm saying this but I hate Ron95!
Why? slow pickup and makes it hard for me to cilok2 the lane and climbing up the hills! And I don't know if it's only me, but for me V-Power is more fuel saving...I think Ron95 have this gas/fume (whatever u call) content more than the usual fuel...example..Petronas fuel..A lot of gas..and when u pump on the highest speed..it keeps bouncing back...And, I dunno whether there's a speed trap alert or what, but I can easily overtake other car on the highway...effortlessly...

Muffet is doing good :) And she is a sweetheart...I love her so much..
Not to forget the all time attention seeker - Bugsy, now need more attention than before..keep periscoping!
And Truffles...learning how to steal my attention with his cute glances and mouth :D And..he's now purring or grinding it's teeth to be exact (for rabbit) when I pet him...

I am missing them now cos this morning I don't have my 5 mins session with each of them!

It's my time to tell a story about a little hermit crab...

No no..it's not that I have one at home..I am still loyal to my 3 little bunnies :)
It's the Q&A session about the small little creature...

Question : You have a hermit crab at home?
Answer : Yeah..but it is very noisy at night...
Question : What's so fun about a hermit crab...u can watch it..and not cuddle it..same like watching pictures from the internet?
Answer : Eh..you can put it outside and chase it..and it changes it's shell frequently...
Question : U mean u buy the shell and and it will eventually change from shell to shell?
Answer : Yes, it can do that..how cute it is now?
Question : So..do you bought your hermit crab a mirror then? Since it needs to put on new shells everyday, he must have to match his shell and like the colour before he wears it?

:D

Early morning mind doodles...

Question : Why I LOVE Bugsy so much?
Answer : When I stayed up at night, he will run around and purposely don't sleep...He will play and play..and run..and jump around..once I go to bed..he will lie down and sleep like a baby...

How sweet is that? Now get it why I love my Bunnies sooo much? And hey, my name is Lil' miss Muffet..Truffles's Girlfriend..Nice to meet you all :D

My picas? Not yet!

5 to 5

Darn! It's 5 mins to 5am..and I am still awake..wide awake I will say...damn worried about the config that is still incomplete. Seriously I can't sleep if things going on like this.

For a fresher tomorrow, I think I should get some sleep as it's gonna be another looooooong day tomorrow...now feel like crying...

Bugsy..I am proud of you, getting a big spread on MROC (Malaysia Rabbit Owner Club) !!!
And Truff..well..you are already the Best Reserve In Show! You boys rock my world! Thanks Tim!

I love, love, love my bunnies body and soul (This one sounds like Mr.Darcy fro P&P P)...

Check out MUSE latest album The Resistance! ..nice tracks...cool music...suitable for the cold hearted!

British band rocks!!!

Nite Malaysia...

Encounter with ex-colleague

Midnight encounter with them..especially the team that I love the most during SPNG makes me smile..and geared up for work! I think I should apply going into their team! Maybe I won;t have the weekdays blues that I always have...

Miss u guys a lot!

I just hate Barbarians!

Q&A of the day (it's a serious one today)
Q: Hah? Barbarians still exist?
A: Oh yes..they are..
Q: Oh my God..That is totally scary! Where do they dwells?
A: Anywhere...you won't even know it..in the city..in the village..and some made a public confession about this!
Q: Really? Who are they? What did they do?
A: Owh...people who eat rabbit sate..rabbit meat..and slaughter rabbits for the fur...think Kate Moss..hate!

Any barbarians reading my blog? Please stop it at once as I hate you guys!

Mind Doodles..

If I were a boy...
I will fall in love with Katy Perry..honestly I think she is perfect...very very cute face! gorgeous body!

If I have a DB9 (Aston Martin car)
I will get parking tickets everyday...and park wherever I want...

If I have a gorgeous body...
I will wear bikini to work...LOL

If I am a celebrity...
I will change the world behaviour on how to treat a rabbit! They are not for eating nor clothes!

If I can control time...
I will be the meanest creature on earth..contra to Hiro Nakamura...

If I have a million ringgit...
I will buy a nice apartment in Mont Kiara and a DB9..eh..not enough...just a fancy 2 seater will do...and buy Donut a SUV to carry stuff around..LOL

If I know Roger Federer...
I won't be here working my ass off on SAP...

If I have the courage...
I will quit my boring job and start my own photography empire! I have strong believe in myself but lacking the courage!

If I can change a person...
It will surely be... :) People close to me will definitely know!

Q&A of the day
A man felt sick after having his Iftar at a friend's house. On his way back with his kids he complaint about his stomach ache, and resolve on going to the 'post office' :
Q : Eh...is the post office still opens late at night like this?
A : Of course, people have to 'use' it at any time of the day...
Q : Ha? Why post office?
A : Hahahahahahaha

Get the Q&A this time? Not as straight forward as the first one...but yeah..that's how it should be!

Adeshi mood : Snowed under!
Bugsy mood : Sleep
Truffles mood : Yay carpet..promise not to shi2 on this...
Yoshi mood : zzz

A friend...

All of a sudden, a friend (or more like my foe) came to visit me..uninvited friend..his name is flu :(

Am not feeling well..runny nose...a lil' bit of coughin' here and there...huhuhuhu...

Bored...Since during Raya, I have a lots of Q&A session with my family..I think it is rather fun sharing it with the readers...and there is one burning Q&A that is lingering in my mind...waiting to get out...

Q&A of the day :
Q : Why do we need a watch?
A : If happens that we involved in an earthquake, plane crash or trapped in deserted island (touch wood2) at least we know the time.
Q: What about your everyday lives?
A : I have hand phone so it can also tell me time...no need for the watch except when disaster strikes. Cos I will always carry me hand phone all the time!

You found this weird? Just wait when I posted other Q&A..this is the simplified version of the Q&A session, as the original version might take pages to finish!

Adeshi mood : Down with flu
Bugsy mood : I am back to my hometown
Truffles mood : I am back too...

Tis Holiday Season...

Selamat Hari Raya to all :D
Maaf Zahir Batin

Lonely at home..Bugsy and Truff is now staying with Daphne for a week during Raya..I miss the boys! I will be travelling back to my hometown this afternoon...wish me luck (of course with the traffic!)

The new winner...

notice how Fedex looks very short next to him? fedex is 5 ft 8 inch!

Is it the end of Federer? ---> questions that media loves to ask when Federer lose...


Think again..Is somebody career looks like it's ending after getting into the 4 Grand Slam finals in 2009? And won 2, runner up 2? And completed his career slam by winning all 4 Grand Slam title during his career?


In tennis, it's always luck and agility...


This time it's Del Potro..the 6 ft 6 inch 20 years old Argentine..ruled US Open in Flushing Meadows...


Congratulations Juan Martin Del Potro..and best of luck next time Federer..you are always my number 1 :)

Men's Final Match Day

Hey, it's the black knight (check out his night game outfit) vs the giraffe (obviously!)

I love 'em both...

I wish both of them best of luck (maybe a lil' bit more for Federer!

psst..psst...Hari Raya is just around the corner..and it always makes me stressed every year without fail!

I just love the combination of fonts+brushes..and it is now my official brushes for topics related to...what else..rabbit of course!

Fast leaner...

From the moment I opened the Revtrac console in SAP, I immediately know how to fully utilize it :D

Fact : Revtrac is group of transport in SAP. Shell using this as one of the quality control of the system.

Highway drive

I bet everybody drives above the speed limit on the highways...
If it's once in 2 weeks..accepatable number of summons tickets being issued...

But what if I drive to work everyday using higways?

Adeshi's mood : Tired..
Bugsy & truffles : ZZZZZZ
Yoshi : ZZZZZ

Del Potro vs Nadal

It has been quite some time since I've last wrote...and it has been quite a few many times I have used this phrase :)

I am watching the men's semis of US Open...my 2nd or maybe 3rd..nahh 2nd I guess hero (next to Roger, Nadal 3rd seed for me :P) Juan Martin Del potro is playing against Nadal :D

A good game..a good accompany since I am working this late at night to settle my backlogs emails and action...

It has been a very busy and stressful week. Lessons that I learnt, don't ever believe anyone..(I sounded more like a FBI agent rather than SAP cons).

And I have been doing this - mind blog..I really really want to blog..but have too many things to do..and I hummed my blogs in my mind..LOL

Hey..anyone watched Serena vs Kim? was a good game but I really don't appreciate on what has Serena done. never a fan..and now..hating her even more...

Fedex game is next..playing against Djokovic..best of luck..and with all the luck this year..I think it's Fedex - Del potro final this year...(Donat will surely hate this statement as he is a true nadal fan!)

Btw, I have another blog site - www.chestnutpictures.com. I've frequently updated it (at least more than here)

Adeshi mood : Working..
Bugsy mood : Hi Truffles..you are so cute!
Truffles mood : Hi people..I am Truffles..Bugsy new friend. I am not his GF as I am a male. Check me out at chestnutpictures!
Yoshi mood : Busgy and Truffles really makes me energizes and running :D

I AM SO STRESSED!!!

My 1TB external Hardrive is failing...
WD doesn't have data recovery service...
I don't think it's crashed, I think it's the power failure...

It's my life...

Imagine your memory being erased...
And that what's happen if I failed to recover the data...
My life..my memories..my pictures..everything is there :(

It's almost the same as if starting up your life from zero :(

Let's hope everything will be ok..it's just the cable!

Adeshi mood : stressed and sad
Bugsy mood : yay..happy inside akak chubby's room
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzz

I LOVE LENKA !!!

Yesterday showcase was awesome...
I felt awesome cos I got to stand at the front..
And with being at the front + zoom lens...I got these nice close up picas of her...

Love the moment ;)

Adeshi mood : Tired + Fun + Lazy = mixed emotion
Bugsy mood : I am sleeping in my akak room cos the painting job is still WIP
Yoshi mood : Love Lenka

I Feel Young!

I still feel young and hot when I see this ads as I passes by it everyday! And believe it or not, I get inspired!

WHY?

Check out the email address, it ends with 81 = she's 28...
28 is still hot and young for and ads like this! and the guy is hot :)
so..28 still have the power to sell...and I am 27 :)

THAT IS WHY :)

Adeshi mood : Lenka VIP Passes won! Smile..
Bugsy mood : My twitter :)
Yoshi mood : Lenka Lenka

I 'VE WON GOT LENKA'S VIP PASSES THIS SUNDAY @ 1UTAMA!!!

Yay...Finally..after few sulking and bitching session about 8TV Quickie yesterday night, I've won the VIP Passes to see Lenka's show at One Utama this Sunday! Not only that..I've got free CD, t-shirt and Lenka's poster as well..ahahaha...

My 3rd time winning something that I want :D I can call myself Lucky at times!

4 Passes...me..donat..and who will be the other 2?

Smiling while watching Little Britain season 3..hilariously funny!

Adeshi mood : Flowery thoughts...
Bugsy mood : Happy for my akak - http://twitter.com/bugsy_usagi
Yoshi mood : Lenka this Sunday! Yipeee

I am freakin' Mad!

I have waited for the Q to call for Lenka during Quickie yesterday...
None..none..
Then there's a Q to call for caller to chat with the estee lauder models...crappy faces..worn out faces...
And the pervert gets the tickets...huh?

Tell me how fair is it?

And suddenly..I am missing London more than ever..sighs..picture above was shot in Covent Garden last year..

Adeshi mood : geram
Bugsy mood : check out my twitter
Yoshi mood : Lunch party..I am in!

Promise to myself

I screwed up on so many things..
I changed my mind not to buy an apartment this year..
I have broke a few promises..
I should be running and winning in a marathon instead I cheat!
I should be jotting my everyday happening here..but alas..too busy to do so..

Hopefully with my future painted wall..I can be more in control of my own life..
And yes with the interesting future assignment as well :)
And I will be writing here as often as I can again..and start visiting my friend's blogs...I am sure thay have hundreds of posts that I haven't read!

And eh..wise man is here la..and he can fit in the small space between the windows that only a rabbit can :P

Picture was shot by Husaini the papparazzi..edited lamely by Adeshi..sorry if I ruined the originality of your work!

Good Night ----> Again it's because I am sleepy..it feels like night!

Adeshi's mood : Bored bored bored..I need to shop
Busgy's says : Again - My twitter http://twitter.com/bugsy_usagi. Visit me :)
Yoshi's mood : zzzzzzzzzzz

It was such a terrible period...

Lots of things happen for the past few months...
I was in a condition where I can't cope with myself...

Being lazy as usual and forcing myself to work and focus and multi task is really a hard job for me. And being Adeshi..the stressfull and demanding lilttle miss rabbit, I just can't resist the urge to shop.

Yes..I have spent hundreds and hundreds ringgit on clothes..only clothes..and I am not talking about those outlets in Shopping Complex..the addiction now is @ chich street. Where the hell is that Adeshi?? Well..I simply call it Chic Street as it serve the purpose!

You can find Chic Streets in few areas in KL.
1- Uptown area (RHB area)
2- Bangsar Jalan Telawi (Devi's corner shoplots)
3- Damansara Perdana (I love Cat's Whiskers)
4- Sri Hartamas

What I can find here? Blouses..dresses..oh so yummy...pants..skirts...oh so adorable and etc! My personal favourite will be Cat's Whiskers - http://catswhiskers.com.my/ and also little black book - http://littleblackbookmy.blogspot.com/. I even bought a piece of clothing from Chyna Dolls as well :D. My dressroom shop offers quite a variety as well.

If anybody interested to know more about these Chic Streets...u can try and find it in the place that I have mentioned above or google it yourself :P In case of any failure..text me..I will come to the rescue!!

Trust me..this kind of shopping is more satisfying and orgasmic rather than the norms (Shopping complexes)

It's cheap..trendy..chic and fun (at least for me!)

Change of topic...What am I up to recently? What else? Putrajaya Fun Run of course!..to tell u the truth..I didn't run except for the final 1km..and bring Yoshi along really add the weights :P ..I only walk and took shortcuts :P

But besides that..I do enjoy jumping around for this shoot. More in my FB account or here - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=93782&id=662272884&l=f59f7d55ba :D

Enjoy people..and good night ----> it's noon but I am so sleepy it feels like blogging at night!

Adeshi mood : Bored
Bugsy mood : I have my own Twitter - http://twitter.com/bugsy_usagi. Be my follower..You won't regeret it...
Yoshi mood : Zzzzzz

The sleep...

It has been a tiring tiring month so far...
With lack of sleep..merely 3 hours a day...
With the neck and arm pain...
With the workloads :(
Sighs...be strong..you wanted La Meridin after all isn't it Adeshi? :)

Adeshi mood : Mamai..sleepy
Bugsy mood : Binkies..I can play on the bed now!
Yoshi mood : CLS...

It's called Carpal Tunnel

Yes, that's why I can't blog that much nowadays :(
And I really have to limit my hands usage..which is 90% for work or else I'll get into trouble...

Work definition for me = Shell work, editing client pictures and shooting for clients :)

Adeshi mood : Sleepy, as I woke up early to finish up some work
Bugsy mood : Sleepy as well
Yoshi mood : S;eepy..exhausted

Freeze Period

For the time being...I might not be able to blog...
I will be back..soon..in June :)

Adeshi, Bugsy and Yoshi minta maaf :D

To the left..to the left

It has been soo long since my last update here...

It has been a very hectic week..too many stuff on my plate..and it stays there forever and ever...

And not to forget..weddings..weddings..weddings...post editing etc

It was a slow day today...A left lane day...why? I drive on the left lane rather than the right lane a.k.a Fast Lane.

The reason being is...I was highly excited listening to the addictive Adam Lambert songs..AI version or studio..I love it both...

The best will be his rendition of MJ Black & White and Mad World :)

I will be writing about my past few weeks activities soon (with pictures too!) as it was really the things that I need to share and remember and some of it is..
- Cukur Jambul Alya
- Encounter with Elephants
- Feeding the Deers
- Petting the bears
- Teasing the ostrich
- Holding the sugar glider and hedgehog
- Weddings
- Broga again :)

In all..my weekends are fully booked from April up until end of May!!!

Adeshi Mood : stuffy inside and outside?
Bugsy Mood : I am in need of a GF...
Yoshi Mood : More with Widey

Nasi Kerabu Guy did it again...

He is doing his part..being the Nasi Kerabu Guy...
It's part of the role!
Buying for everybody in the office...

There goes my diet again!!

Adeshi mood : Satisfaction from yesterday fulfillment and achievement...and yes..it was a looong and tiring day!
Bugsy mood : Longign for a partner :(
Yoshi mood : Ayu's wedding!

Another one :) title - The Real You!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you ---> wink wink! flattered!

2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties ---> Yes..I need to remind myself about this..life is not a parteeee!

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm--->I thought I wore unmatching shoes :)

4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? ----> err..I'll work on this soon :( no more baby talk and teddy bear voices? Err..I am not ready to leave it all behind yet!!

5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time. ---> LOL..real doll..too sweet?

And I can't wait to go to see the elephants tomorrow :)
I feel satisfied with whatever I did today...such a productive day for me! Tiring but enjoyable...
I am such a good planner :)

Adeshi mood : My left feet sometimes crammed :( please, not tomorrow!
Bugsy mood : Filthy cage..I know tomorrow right?
Yoshi mood : Where is my wise lens? It's ok..tomorrow then!

Another Personality Test :)

Took it here - http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

And the verdict is...(drumrolls please!)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: (this is a LIEEEE)
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Most of it somehow reflects my personality...if not all..there is tonnes of quizzes here as well :D http://www.quizbox.com/personality

Adeshi Mood : No mood..looking for something new..fresh..elephants perhaps?
Bugsy Mood : Lalalala
Yoshi Mood : Woweee..animal kingdom tomorrow!!

Get well soon...

To Mr Wise Man...To any Mr in the world..hope your family will recover and things will get better soon...

For those who just met with an accident, who just admitted to hospital...and who just fell ill...Get well soon...

My well wishes to all...

Adeshi mood : Gloomy...
Bugsy mood : Binkies!
Yoshi mood : Hey, I am in Nomad!

To be or not to be Part II

It's almost there...
Finally I have found the answers...not on where I should be in...
But on why do I feel hesitate with whatever decision that I will make...

I didn't realize, being me, I tend to look on things in various angle..and in this case...too many angles...and so far I have the answer to 4 of the angles...

I have 4 reason on why it is hard for me to make a decision...
With 4 diff perspective...
and each comes with a 'post mortem' , backup plans and worst case scenarios...

I never thought my brain is THIS complicated :)

And with better understanding of myself, I should be able to make a decision..soon..very very soon..someone might be surprised on my decision!

Hey..I can sing!!! LOL

Adeshi mood : I can sing!
Bugsy mood : I miss u...pet me
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzz

The RTG day...

RTG means Return to Green meeting...where I need to indicate on what need to be done...solutions or whatever crap to make the test execution finish on time...

That's what Return to Green Meeting is about...

Coincidentally...my morning drive from Damansara Heights to Bangsar was smooth...no red lights...all Green...is it trying to tell me something..i wonder back then...and yes..the RTG went smooth as well...Or the traffic lights can read my mind..like - adesh is here...return to green...

But there is a few TL turning yellow, but being me I know how to handle with speed in situation like this :) I am a good driver..yes..I crashed into a pajero 2 years ago..wreck my car..whose name is Cicak (the other Cicak is not my car)...who end up in a workshop (not BAM workshop) for a month..broke the engine..radiator all destroyed! But that was back then..I am better now..except that..

Even that, I still can't control my nerve and temperamental attitude while driving :P still working on it..deep breath and stuff..but sometimes..when I am mad about something...I will speed up and speed up..like there is no tomorrow :( bad attitude...

And hopefully my decision is going on smooth as well...

I am so ready to meet up my other boss...all dressed up..skirt and shirt tucked in..with belt...it's only on rare occasion I wear something sensible like this :D it feels good though..should get more skirts for myself!

Adeshi mood : Blurry
Bugsy mood : Missing me :)
Yoshi mood : The Big Day is almost here! (not mine)

A HOT and satisfying weekend

I thought it was only me that is suffering from the heat attack...

After reading a few of my frens blogs...i am not alone :)

I thought my body have some biological issues...sweating all day all night...

Relief..but it was such a HOT weekend...and satisfying for me..spending quality time alone with myself...I should do this more often...It is such a cure to my stress! I feel revive and some part of me has been awaken again!!

Adeshi mood : happy :) lots achieved during the weekend...thats what I call quality time..but worried about Bugsy
Bugsy mood : I am acting weird...
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzzzzzz

To be or not to be...

Here I am..standing in the middle of a crossroad... Should I head..north? Should I head south (east and west is never an option)...

Funny how people behave...
we chase on our dream...
we believe on our vision...
we trust our path...
When the doors open itself...
we hesitate...
we have second thought...
as if it is something that we never ever thought of having...
And here I am..
looking at the open door, and my feet is halfway in...

Funny how people behave...
we never thought of pursuing something...
we never dream of being someone trustworthy...
we never imagine our life will be in that situation...
and we always hope...
we can leave it all behind and start a new life...
And here I am...
looking at the other door...
closed for me...
and part of me feel sad...
feel like I should be in...
but..if I knock...
surely someone will answer with open hands...

Funny how people react to choices...
funny how people hate choices...
funny how people hate when they couldn't make their own choices...
funny how people regret in their own choice...
funny how indecisive people be even when the other door is closed...
Even when the choice has been made by others...

To keep my life going, I always have my principal.
I always have my mission..to keep me motivated..it's not just on my famous 'TO-DO-LIST'..but it's more like faith...if I lose it..only God knows what I would become... And I have tonnes to say about North and South. Both have their pros and cons...and I can simply list 1001 reason for each of them...making it harder for me to decide...
okok..this is about whether I should stay in SAP functional team..the team that I am dreaming of becoming one of them...or the nostalgic testing where I sacrifice myself to work for them without complaints (okok..this is a lie :)) just to get the work done..

Testing faith that I live by everyday...
A story that keep my pride up everyday - I think it's Hersey's US ( I might be wrong but this is a true story). They have inventory system for their stocks. And a client requested an amount of purchase but the system shows there is none in stock. In reality there are tonnes and tonnes in the warehouse...

Can u imagine how much money have they lose by having a system failure? How many deals have they missed? And if only the system was tested...proven and tested, can u imagine how much profit would they make? And I am proud to be a system breaker like I used to do...I never label myself as a tester...but a system QA...and for QA..only people with integrity can do it..who knows what an when to critic...with all this principles in mind...

I know I am bringing great value to the company, to the client..it's not just executing test...executing test...these are the greater and hidden value that we are blind to see... And still...
why why people feels it's 2nd class?
Please don't...I never felt like that..I never hate testing...it's just I love solving people problems...and that's what makes me more keen on SAP functional...

And these dilemma comes in 'handy' after a satisfying meeting yesterday that makes me feel something that I never felt before..satisfaction..great satisfaction!

Faith on SAP Functional From Day 1 learning and knowing SAP..
This is all what I am dreaming for..being the solution solver..being the decision maker..being the person who have the power to control..who projects their ideas..who people look up to...It's hard work..real hard work..been there...done that...
knowing people will depend on the system being designed by me..knowing it's helping their everyday lives...knowing it will do great benefit to them...it really makes me feel good about myself!

So..this is my faith..my motivation..it's not on the work itself..

I have general motivation..not just finishing bundle J in time or running 1000 test in 1 day..it's more than that to life...and I will never be able to be in this role if I didn't have these faith in me...as long as the faith is there..and be reminded to myself..I will never give up..and try to cope..to handle..or learn to adapt suffering..and that's just how I work biologically...

I think this is one of the most emotional post I have ever wrote (exclusion on anything related to my mum)..as I need to decide between these 2 choices..I have reasons for each of it...but I think what I need to do is..A reason from each of them..on what value can I bring to the team, why I should choose them, being me...there is always a general faith inside of me..and if their answers met the faith for the day..then I will definitely can decide..pretty easily!
So far, both of them doesn't met my faith :) so far... but I know one will do...soon


Adeshi mood : Tired..neck pain...confused as ever
Bugsy mood : sleepy..zzzz
Yoshi mood : No wide lens? its ok :D

It's gonna be a LOOOOONG day at work...

He is here...
He is back...
Nothing is pleasant when he's back (except that work becomes more efficient)
And I am gonna be under a lot of pressure...
I have to answer all his funny and weird questions...
The worst part is...
No one to back me up...

No Wise Man...nor Nasi Kerabu Man :(


And..when I thought this is the end of the road for me...
There is still more coming...


Thanks to my BAM Workshop article...Ironically, I have my part in the Dual Maintenance phase :( How I wish all this would end soon...


Thoughts - - - Feet on the white sand of an island..with blue translucent sea...fisherman's boat parked at the shore...birds chirping..morning breeze kisses my face and hair...without any problems...


Adeshi Mood : Struggling to prepare myself for a morning meeting with THE CICAK
Bugsy Mood : Groomer has it
Yoshi Mood : Another 50 more on the 1st shoot, and 200 more on the wedding shoot...huhu...

Reluctant..Refusing

Again..as any other weekdays...
I feel very reluctant to work..and refuse to put my mind on work...

Nothing new!

Is there anything that I can do to fulfill my wish?

What do I work for?
Of course..food..shelter..clothes..

Again..what do I work for? (In reality)
To buy camrea gadgets..nice clothes..nice food..car...house..furnitures..bags...shoes...etc

Do they make me happy? Yes of course..but do work makes me a happy person? No it doesn't!

Seems like I can't choose...I have to take it all :( What does all the stuff mean to me if I am not happy being myself? What can I do? I can't stop my heart desire nor stop working...what should I do?

Adeshi Mood : In Denial
Bugsy Mood : Probably sleeping :D
Yoshi Mood : Pictures still pending for JPEG conversion!

Stale weekend story

Azel and me...

This week I have a difficulty focusing in whatever I do..be it work..play...photo editing..eating...blogging..you name it..i can't focus on anything :(
I miss our Karaoke session on Tuesday morning as my migraine came to visit me :( And I feel like a loser this whole week...I think this is what people call depression...I am so stressed and frustrated about everything! And it was hard to convert my RAW to JPEG this time..thanks to my depression level :(...so only have few picas..will try to upload more as I have some nice shots :D of Broga!

Even yesterday, when I saw my 'TO DO LIST', I feel like crying and when I speak, I confused people a lot...so my blog is not updated almost a week! But I have tonnes to tell tonnes to share...
Ok..let me tell you about my last weekend activity..It was a action packed weekend as usual...but what interest me the most is our morning hike to Bukit Broga Semenyih :) At first, I was cursing all the way up as I feel so tired...but once I was up there..it's worth it and there will be a second or third or fourth trip..I am very positive! And as usual, being Martha wannabe, I brought 2 types of sandwich for everybody!

Itenary :

The fellowship - Adesh, Azel, Alan and Donat
The weapon (in above sequence) - Canon 350D, Canon 400D X 3
Woke up & Shower - 5:00 am (come to think abt it again, I don't think shower is necessary that morning
Embarks the journey - 5:30 am
Tepi ladang kelapa sawit - 6:30am
Start hiking - 6:45am

And we took more than an hour to reach the peak since one of our friend gets easily tired..I thought I was the weakest link :p

There was a few pit stops along the way...during the pitstop this is what happening :
Old chinese couple passing by : almost 5
Favourite phrase : Berdiri..Jangan duduk (One of the uncle scold me kaw2..ask me not to sit down while taking my breath.and that uncle...using a tongkat!!! very old)
Favourite story : When Azel in FRIM, hiking their way up, she asked one old chinese uncle, how far is the canopy...and the uncle replies 'Kalau makan banyak...jauuuhh...kalau makan sikit...dekaaat'...so offensive and funny :D
Favourite scene : Me sliding down the path of Bukit Broga when going down :D
Most awaited moment : someone is falling down funnily without hurting themselves (this is my cruel plan..as usual)
Frequently used phrase by Azel : Lembu (she imagine if there is cows..it would be more more nicer) and also..sikit lagi nak sampai...
Frequently used phrase by Alan : Adoi (the always tired one)
Frequently used phrase by Donat : Chim chim (which refers to me - thats what he call me sometimes besides from Chubby) cos I am always here and there and slipping and sliding..like a wild cat
Frequently used phrase by Me : Sandwich? (cos I want them to empty the container!)

Photo taken from the first peak..

After our tiring hike..we reach the 1st peak..it was breathtaking..it seems higher that we have ever climb...very nice view..very nice grassy hill..and 2nd peak is nicer and you can photograph the 1st peak from above and you will look like you are on top of the world..and thats what I feel...except it's getting hotter and hotter even if it's just 9++am...

We climb down..or slide down for me...hungry hungry...

Taken from 2nd peak..looking down at 1st peak

Went to Restoran Yus...then me and Donat went back to the kelape sawit area as just opposite it, there is a Rabbit Farmland..(but here they sell rabbit meat as well :(- sighs..whyyyy) tonnes of rabbit...cute cute little creature! And I've been forced to make friends with the donkey that apparently follows my every footsteps and pace...I was scareddddddd :( he follows me here and there...when i try to run..he run as well :( huhuhuhuhu...

The mebbits..4/200?

Adeshi mood : ready for cukur jambul shoot
Bugsy mood : I want a lop ear gigirl :D
Yoshi mood : My sensor feels like brand new after the service @ canon yesterday!!

Roger lost again :( - ATP Miami Sony Ericcson

http://tennis.com/features/general/features.aspx?id=169724

Major meltdown...The old him is back..the hot tempered Federer...

He smashed his racket!!!! Oh no...I was watching the rerun and decided not to after looking at this news :( I just couldn't bear seeing him like that...RF RF

People under a huge amount of stress tend to show their true colours...

And this synchronizes with whatever I feel right now :(

If Roger is down..I feel it :( and coincidentally...it comes around the same time as mine...

Nevertheless..(I know some of you are laughing at me reading this)..Roger Federer will always be my number 1..and Nadal number 2...

Mission - A picture next to Federer!!!!

Adeshi Mood : Frustrated...longing

Bugsy mood : Sleepy

Yoshi mood : Broga broga broga...

Hello World

Ever noticed that every programming language will use 'Hello World' phrase for the first display session? So cliche..and I don't know why I am talking about this..it's just came to my mind!

I am alone at home...it's 11pm Friday nite..nothing to do as there is too much to do..ahah? Basically..too much to do leads to nothing to do due to laziness...and today I had a crazy day at the office..meetings (And I thought it's Good Friday hol in UK..but it's next week!) And I only starts work at 630pm :( with tonnes of deliverable...

And my dearest 2 guys Nasi Kerabu Guy and Chaiwalla a.k.a Wise Man - wonder why Chaiwalla is wise? really contradicts!) is not here in the office. I have an all girls room..which is ok..I can adjust my bra anytime I want :P or scratched my back freely :P (as if i didn't do it before :P) but the downside of side..less fun :( real less...and being typical women (ooopss...sorry..sorry...no offense) they are hardworking! Really hardworking people..and I am more on the masculine side when it comes to work...shortcuts..lazy..offensive..ignorant :) so it is really really bored..urgghhh

Oh..Nasi Kerabu Guy had a slip disc..no..nothing about compact disc..it's the backbone shifted or sprained or something..pretty bad..will only comes to work on 20th April. And yes, my partner in crime is no longer there..and had to work with a temp replacement Dimple Lady. No more undercover work for both of us...all overcover work now :P And Wise Man...being the teacher's pet to our Director has been summoned (LOL) to help the Lady Boss...but I know..he loves leaving the project.it gave him an excess baggage of fat as we always heart our heart out when the tension level rises.

My favorite wedges...Oh..I have such a looong middle toe? (is that what they name it?)

I bought a new sandal as my old wedges's hook was broken :( dammit...I hate spending on something unexpected but at least..I am enjoying my new sandals :D Anybody know where can I fix the hook or get a replacement? I reallly love it as Donat bought it for me :( and he handpicked those for me as welll..and I am into Red sandals nowadays :D

Oh..one of the topic in the Testing meeting that caught my interest..the Kingdomality test...most of my peers get either White Knight - Helpers or Black Knight - Challenger(..(half of the population)...And I feel a little bit proud as in my group (Explorer) there is only 8 people (we are the creative people who can plan effectively and creatively to meet the goal) and again..there is only 4 DISCOVER among the whole population of 101 people :) Too many creative people in Testing can create chaotic scene..we know how to find a way for something..even the bad way :)...and probably those walls are not white or blue anymore..I love maroon office wall for a change...and stained glass..not just frosted..and nice curtain..not blinders...ooohh...too many discoverer is way too dangerous..but we only have 2 maintainers...Testing needs more..they need to follow procedure blabalbalablabala!!!!!!


New discovery this week - I love plain water...i can drink it now without cordial :) wink wink..miss u dear...BUT..I put 3-4 slice of fresh lemon..so it tasted a bit sourish..and I looove it..no more plain taste or chlorine taste..and it's good for my health..as no sugar added..just lemon and a little of love for my body which makes it even better :D The Ribena on my desk is gonna be the last one :D I am now starting to buy Lemons Lemons Lemons...yummy...


OMG..I have written like a loooong and boring entry...ahh..nevermind..it's not gonna be published in Reader's Digest anyway! And can't wait to check out April's DCM :D It's gonna be fun.

Have you ever felt that sometimes your personality is form by people around you?

Adeshi Mood : Tired..and I need a summer dress...now now now!
Bugsy mood : I want to go out and play tonite...plsss..and i sometimes sneezes..hmm..doc?
Yoshi mood : Bukit Broga? Yippeee.....

Sweet addiction

I admit! I have this addiction...with singing/karaoke-ing!!!

There was an episode called - Guilty Pleasures where me and my colleague went to a quick lunch+karaoke session at the Gardens Red Box! It was such a stress relief (for the moment it is)!! And everybody sang their heart out!

To our Chaiwalla's blog on karaoke! ----> The pen addicts

Donat, being told about sessions of karaoke escape that we had during in the day, wants one himself! Note - we both are crazy about singing since we met each other...weird right? We didn't invite anybody cos we want the session all for ourselves!!!

So, I went to Red box again for lunch karaoke yesterday!

It was worth it..

RM18++ (exc gov tax 5% and serv charge 10%)
1- 3 hour karaoke session in a nice cozy flat screen wireless mic room
2- Appetizer and desserts buffet
3- A nice set lunch
4- A drink

And we sang our heart and throat out :P It was tiring until both of us can't control our vocal anymore and sang off pitch on purpose. It was fun...And Viva La Vida has been sung twice by me :P..sooo addictive and HIGH!!!

And..things that I discover - My tone can carry Amy Search tone but not Awie...(Rock Kapak for the first time in karaoke!)

Adeshi Mood : Migraine on the weekend..nice huh?

Bugsy Mood : I am well prepared to play

Yoshi Mood : 8GB new CF card! Yay...RAW RAW RAW

An Achy Breaky Thursday

It's not because of sword fighting...It's not because of the photo shoot..but I woke up at 5am this morning because of the pain...it's a hot day but yet I am shivering to the bone...I don't know what's wrong with me...It's the 1st time I experienced a pain like this :(

Maybe because of my tennis yesterday, yes I am not that FIT as I usually to be...
After the feet injury...no more running and have to retire from any sports or physical activities(wah, I sounds like a professional player now) LOL

Feel like taking a day off, medical leave, MC..whatever they called it..but I don't wanna miss the FUN at work! I am serious people...I don't want to miss Farahat's deliverable meeting at 11am today! Can't wait...For the 1st time ever I am not afraid to do any presentation..If only this project is only about singing, I'll be the star-employee then...oooppsss...

Did I mentioned singing..I mean presenting :)


Adeshi Mood : Body aching, but yet looking forward to work..lalalala
Bugsy Mood : My cage is smelly..please??
Yoshi Mood : Zzzzzz...

Raining and my strength increases

It is raining...it was a dark day..a wet day...It is not a day that I love to live in...but yet, it is dark..gloomy.

I was in a camp, more like a university camp. It supposed to be a summer camp..but there is nothing summer about it..not even a gleam of sunlight to brighten the day. There I was, confuse and puzzled. I have my friends in the camp but still I feel distance.

It was a canoe race day!! I represent my house team..and yes..we won even though I am freaking scared of the lake since it is still gloomy and drizzling. I went up to our camp, there was a guy. Probably 1-2 years older than me during that time (I was around 20-22). He was smiling at me...and my house warden came in..introducing the guy

Warden - Adesh, this is my son, XXXX (I couldn't remember his name)
I smiled and said hi, handshake but he kiss my hand. Errkk..whatever. I don't really mind it since he is damn gorgeous...but I keep myself cool...the ego is always there :) He said, it was his destiny..to have the chance to meet me...to have the chance to be with me...errkk..WTH?

Then, the warden locked the door. I was afraid...she opened a box full of letters...full of documents...old transcripts...old books...and my picture was everywhere! I was like...ok..now what? these people are weird..the camp is weird..but the guy is damn gorgeous..and likes me in an instant?? So fishy...

The warden asked me :

Warden : How do escape from your last quest?

Adesh : I don't understand what are you talking about
Handsome : Adesh, I have been following your trail ever since you were born. You are not destined to be in the camp. This is all our plan...
Adesh : I don't understand..
Warden : Adesh, admit it..you escaped the dragon, you fought the monsters, you save the world. This is not the time to be humble. We are in danger.
Adesh : (Actually I was hiding my true identity) I should not be revealing this to any soul, I;ll be in trouble, evil will come faster than I know...and I am not sure whether I can trust anyone
Handsome : Trust me, trust us..(while hugging me..since you are drop that gorgeous i leave it)
Adesh : I don't know where to go, I feel weird. Somebody is following me. I can sense something big and evil is coming. I have visitors coming at 10pm every night..and all of them is my friend. I mean, what kind of friends planned to visit me at 10pm?


Suddenly the guard called me, saying that a visitor will arrive for me at 10pm. Things got really weird and scary (I dunno why but I can feel the goosebumps while writing this, maybe bcos I have experienced it) I went out, there was a chair..and it was a pitch black night...nobody outside. I was on my guard, I know something is not right...and the warden & son can sense it as well. They accompanied me outside, asking me to be on guard.


As strange as it may seem, my neighbour appearing from the dark street...saying Hi...hey what kind of person can walk in the dark and visit people at night on foot? Something is not right...I took out my pen and it changed into a shining sword that I swear even blind people can feel the ray of light! My neighbour turned into a scary ugly creature..standing on top of a car (Civic to be exact) then by just thinking, she was tortured by my mind. Everything is happening exactly as per what in my head, no sword needed, the creature is now turn into dust..vanish into thin air...


The warden & Son hugged me, saying that the place is no longer safe for us..and suddenly I woke up from my dream. What a dream..what a power :)


It is actually a dream influence by the book that I am reading right now, Percy Jackson. He is Poseidon child where he will grew stronger if there is any water elements nearby. And the cap is a perfect place for me since it is raining and raining without failed! In my dream somebody direct me there as he said I'll be safe there because the weather is on my side.


Sighs...how I wish I have superpower like that..Mind control :)

Btw..just added this 26th March, when I woke up..bruises on my thighs..and feet..without sword or superpower...I actually tried my ability on my bunny..but doesn't work


Adeshi mood : The headache just won't go away
Bugsy mood : Thanks for the hay
Yoshi mood : zzzzzzzzz

I see balloons

Yay! Went to Putrajaya Hot Air balloon festival. It was a blast..we had fun! And for the 1st time I shoot in RAW. The output? Awesome..I was like jumping2 on my seat. How? I dun even know. but yes, I love RAW. Now need to buy 16GB memory card :D It took a lot of space!!

Look look at the picas...more and more here @ my Flickr

And we managed to get the sun glare effect pictures..cos I looove looking at it in http://www.jessicaclaire.net/ But I am not as good as her..not yet...one day I reckon!

My sun glare picas of donat and me :



Adeshi mood : I have this funny headache since Monday..feels like the brain is boiling..
Bugsy mood : Bunny binkies time!!!
Yoshi mood : Humming the song 'Satisfaction'

Tonnes to tell!!!

I am back in KL :) An Unfortunate weekend so far to me despite of all the wonderful things that is happening...

Unfortunate weekend so far...and yes, some if not all the people might love seeing me in pain :) Do I actually target this to anybody? I don't know! Honestly...truthfully... :) But yes, again...some people might say "Padan muke Adesh..so sombong..so arrogant..so selfish..so self-centered" ahahahahaha..I will laugh and laugh if I had the chance hearing this :)

I Lost my handphone...and all of my friend's and enemy's number. It's hard for me to contact my friends or to annoy my enemies. Sighs..and I am totally unreachable via mobile..Internet only!

Please leave your phone number..anybody..everybody..every enemy...

Listen to my heart...
Very special friends - I want you to be as close as possible to my heart (When I sleep, my hp will be next to me, that is close enuff right?)
Special friends - I might need your help one day :P I need to have your number stored in my HP all the time1
Friends - I would like to keep in touch with u guys...
Contacts - I like seeing my contacts reach 200++ :) Please leave your num in my FB acc
Enemies - I'll get bored if I can't have fight with you guys. Number..please?
Rivals - How am I gonna know what you are up to if I dun have your num right?

Argh..just cut the crap! I need to have everybody's number back in my HP...please please please...

Suddenly a thought about a friend who dislike Justin Timberlake. Quote "He doesn't rhyme with the music, his voice doesn't suit the music, he sounds so weird, he looks weird, in fact in his older day in N'sync, he is not even the bets singer/voval. JC is the one" I think he is the opposite from my friend's opinion.. I love JT.

And this post is like writing whatever that came across my mind..no specific topic...and yes..another new stuff to play with :)

Adeshi mood : Tired, frustrated
Bugsy mood : You are back
Yoshi mood : My shutter jammed just now..i am sorry..won't happen again!

Now about my Bunny

Bugsy is now almost 5 months old! And he is adorable as ever...

more picas here :D My FLICKR!!!

Actually this post is to push down the previous post!! Because the wise man and the skinny leng chai Justin timberlake wannabe had a good time laughing at it! Siut btol!

Adeshi mood : QA'ing scripts...but really had a hard time concentrating
Bugsy mood : Can I have a hp please? So that I can call u when u miss me?
Yoshi mood : reflector, battery, tripod...

The Fairyland!

Have anybody heard about a place called Fairyland?


It's a place where dreams come true...
It's a place where you can be with the one you love...
It's a place where sad is not in the vocabulary...
It's a place where happiness grows in trees...
It's a place where human lives with animal happily...
It's a place where you can lie down under a cherry tree..reading books..all day long...
It's a place where green fields stretch longer than eternity...
It's a place where you proud to call it home...
It's a place where tears is not even exist...
It's a place where people live happily ever after...

Where is it? where can we find it? One of the answer, yes..heaven...
But, it is here..in our own heart..it's only the matter of finding it...

Have I found mine? Part of it yes..but it's too big to explore...I might need more than a lifetime before I can conquer it :D


Adeshi Mood : At the office..writing blog..what mood do u think i am in now? :P
Bugsy Mood : The bowls are not really heavy if I use my teeth to pick it up!
Yoshi Mood : I am more than prepared for wedding tomorrow. Only that I need a tripod for strobe session.